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I fear i cannot keep simply drifting along, just letting my life happen. Writing my latest piece "choices", has really brought things to a head. Instead of being a release, it has opened up a Pandora's box of feelings, and I don't know how to survive it's contents. And yet, no matter what course I chart, I will suffer losses so large I can barely cope with contemplating them, much less face the reality. I am breaking in pieces, and i have no idea if i can survive long enough to glue them back together again. If you are of the praying kind, a prayer for me would be appreciated.
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I've been praying for you for awhile now!
I know things are hard. You don't know how things will change, or how many changes there will be from each decision. So many questions, and so many answers that may not be the answers you want, but you NEED to have those answers. I don't know how to make you feel better, and so many decisions have the power to make you feel either so much better or worse, depending on the the things you do. You stand on a crossroads that I can't understand or relate to. I hope things go well, and I think you know that this can only happen if you have adequate support from those who can help you deal with the repercussions that WILL happen in your future. I wish you well!
Wren