I know I have rubbed a few people the wrong way with my bluntness and the way I approached things in the past. Probably most of them have me on ignore and won't see this, but I will put it out there anyway. First off, I wanted to say that I am sorry that I offended you. I will do my best from here on out to be supportive and nurturing. It is not my place to criticize and it is certainly not my place to judge.

There has been a change. Most likely people here can't really see it. But by coming out and going full time, there has been a defense mechanism that has been dropped as well (who knew). Before, I wanted to keep people as far away as possible and sometimes that meant me being an ass. Now, I want to be intimate (not in the sexual way, silly) I want to be open and honest and myself. Perhaps, in time, I can regain the trust of those who I've lost it to.

On another front. I am still unable to write. The computer is being shared and getting large clips of time on it is unfair to others in my house. I will try to find a remedy, which someone is kindly working on (you know who you are and I appreciate it). I will still blog as things come up.