Just about finished a new piece. It starts off pretty dark, but for the brave soul who reads it all the way, well.... you'll see.
Had an interesting conversation with a girl at work. She described with great gusto her love for zombie-killing, and of course I immediately thought of my little story (which you can find here:)
came home from work yesterday with a loonie-size bruise on my belly, and no idea how it got there. Today its spread, and looks rather nasty.
Thanks to a story by Bailey Summers, I've been thinking about my dad. As most of you know, He committed suicide when I was 5 years old.
I'm sorry. I know I promised to be more positive, but I'm really struggling today.
hugs to all.
Well, I finally got off the pot, as it were and got the forms so I can get my birth certificate, which is the first step in getting a legal name change.
Some nice person from my church took some pictures of me yesterday, and I asked her to send me a copy. So I thought I'd share.
just came home from church. Not only a nice service on hungering for God, but a communion service, and they also gave me a healing oil and a prayer.
Had a conversation with a friend the other day, and she mentioned how I looked when I am having a flashback - my face gets flushed, tears form in my eyes, and I get this "I'm not home" look.
Last night I had terrible pain in my privates. Nothing worse than hurting in a part of your body you wish didnt exist in the first place...
Kylie has given me permission to share this little back and forth ...
I've been thinking about making a will.
fair warning to all. My next story is dark. Very, very dark ....
Went to the covenanting service at the United Church downtown tonight. They were welcoming a new pastor, and believe it or not, she's a trans woman and a lesbian.
well, yesterday turned out to be a pretty good day. It started with my brother and sister-in-law coming over for dinner.
Well, our miss Jaci otherwise known as Tels saved me yesterday.
A bit of a tough night last night, the evil "tape" that runs in my head and jumps on every failure and mistake I make as proof of my utter worthlessness was running hot.
Well, I'm going to try and not spend time worrying about my brother and sister-in-law. they will do what they think best, and so must I.
of all the ways I could lose my brother and sister in law, if this little tiff turns out to be the end of our relationship, well, its a pretty pathetic end.
Well, I went to my interview with Target, and it didnt go like I expected at all.
Well, tomorrow morning I go to an interview with Target. I'm super nervous, I have no idea how they feel about trans, or anything. wish me luck.
So yesterday was not a good day for me in terms of my emotions.
well, one of the Provincial Supreme courts here did something almost unheard of - it more than doubled the sentence handed down for Graham James, the hockey coach who was found guilty of molesting NHL
I think I've lost all semblance of control over my latest story
I have to take back all the nasty things I said about Valentines, and I think I have the most awesome mom ever.
wanted to send out a big thank you to Katie for leaving a review of my book. Thanks, hon, you're super awesome!
every once in a while, I read a non-trans story that makes me feel like putting on a tinfoil hat, because the author has caught my emotions perfectly, even while talking about something else.
I had commented on a post by my friend Aurelia saying I couldnt even pretend to be normal, and this was her response:
Okay, so I'm scared now. a while back I couldn't seem to remember the word "screwdriver" and today I couldnt remember the word "dresser".
My brain is melting ......
Sorry, it might be a while before I have anything new story-wise to share. Real life has been kicking my behind.
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