OK, I'll admit it! I am not always entirely innocent. So, last night I happened upon one of those web sites where guys are doing strange and painful looking penetration things to women.

A few months ago, there was a story out, I thought by Cindi Lee, in which a boy was kidnapped, feminized and winds up south of the border. I think that he/she was rescued, or hope so.

As always, the "why" quest occupies a lot of my time. It is funner than suicide. :)

This morning I have been more calmly reading about certain diagnosisies, among them PTSD and BPD, because I have both.

I've become aware of a website that seems to actively be trying to work things out. I went in there with my gun locked and loaded, expecting trouble, assuming the worst.

I'm only interested in hunks here, no one else need apply. :)

If you stop taking Estrogen do your breasts go away?

I saw this article today, and wonder if she is one of us.(What I intended to say was, is she on this site?) The article says that she and her family stayed together.

Post ops, do you ever get horny? I know this is an indelicate subject and since I say I am so religious, you probably find my question unthinkable.

OK, I know that I could have just asked you, Erin, directly but you are so busy I was hoping to avoid bothering you, so I'm not in trouble, right?

Well, ever since I moved it has been a battle to get sufficient signal to get on line. I have been using the Hot Spot on my phone but that gets expensive and I worry that the phone will melt.

Lately, I have been seeing several words on any story I'm reading that appear as "Links". I thought this was a new advertising strategy and have not objected.

So having gotten moved into my girl lair, I decided to buy some speakers for my computer, no more ear phones !!!! Yayyyyyyy.

It's going to take a few days to get back on line.

Was getting on Youtube last night when the message said I had to download IE 10. It's causing all sorts of problems. :(

I know don't tell me. I'm busy trying to stop kicking my own ass.

This is intended to be helpful and instructive with love, so I hope anyone censoring it will consider my motives first.

So, all these Fey, daemon, sucubbus stories are very new to me but I have found a series that begins to pull it all into focus.

In doing some research, I found that in certain populations, Menarche could start as late as 17 but that was 40 years ago. Now, the average start of Menarche has fallen to 12.75 for the upper limit.

So, all these stories with Fae, Sucubusses, and all that really confused me and no one would explain all the shit to me.

OK, I know I asked about this befor, I think. The thing is that I sometimes have problems keeping my thoughts straight, so perhaps I would not remember if someone had helped me, perhaps.

I've actually been living as a woman, inside my head, since the late 80's. It wasn't about being T, it was about just being me, and I thought that the correct me was an effiminate male.

Caelarus was a very interesting and sometimes romantic story. I would say that the level of plausability is very high. It is 190 pages; a full book, not what some people who sell e books call them.

I have to change the Organic Maple syrup in my keyboard. I took it apart and have no idea if having spare parts when I am finishe is acceptablwe. tHe keyboard in this laptop is an abomination.

So, I went to LULU, and with great trepedation bought Drew Millers book, Caelarus. It was easy to get them to take my money. But as usual, it is imposible to get the book out of them.

So, one scene in my story has our protagonist going out to sit on the back side of the moon away from the sun, when it is like that, to ponder her fate.

Well, frankly I am in shock at today's news that Women will soon be in combat. I wonder if the pendulum will swing back at any time?

I have a sequence in a story I am working on and just don't know what the term or name of the crime for the attackers offense would be.

You can blame Angharad's bike tonight for this. Cathy was spending some time feeling great appreciation for her children.

Ok sorry to disappoint you people, but I am not as innocent as I try to be.

OK ladies, here is the deal! In parts of the Nation (world?) Influenza is pandemic and I'm pandemic too.