Hopscotch…A Jump in Life 23

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Hopscotch… A Jump Through Life 23

*Before…

I hear some clapping from the doorway and I look up to see Danny and Jo-Beth with some bags of stuff. And Danny’s grinning and he looks different than his pictures but not, he’s beefed up some since a lot of them by like maybe ten or fifteen pounds of like muscle by the looks of his arms and he’s got a haircut too.

And Jo-Beth who’s clapping all happy like is well…she’s short like five four but she’s got longer hair than her pictures sort of show on her Facebook page and she’s really curvy too like with the sexy hips and she has these really huge boobs.

And I’m kind of feeling a little shy and stuff and I’m biting my lower lip a little and stuff.

“Hey…you guys came.”

Danny grins holding up a big take out bag from MacDonald’s. “And I brought ice cream.”

Kaitlyn squees. “Yay Ice Cream!”

Wow Danny…he looks at her and he looks like he was kind of just hit by a truck.

(Giggles)

*And Now…

It’s really hard not to laugh and I sort of stifle the giggle as best that I can because that’s like kind of like embarrassing for Kaitlyn and maybe for Danny but he’s soooo got that ‘Oh wow pretty girl’ guy thing looking at Kaitlyn.

And…she hasn’t noticed it yet but she’s smiling and saying. “Ice cream is always welcome.”

Then she pats the bed in front of her moving the rolley try table we’re using and he grins and he heads right over.

I slide off the bed and am met by Jo-Beth who smiles and she passes me some flowers in a small pot instead of a vase which is nice.

“Cool thanks, I have no idea if I own a plant of my own or not?”

She dimples, it seems like just one of those things that she does. “I didn’t think that you would and I like giving flowers that’ll hopefully like keep giving instead of cut ones.”

“Well I love it it’s really cool.”

I set in on my nightstand thingy and I offer to give her a hug and she hugs me back pulling me in and she gives me a really great squeeze.

“Wow…you’re a hugger!”

She nods. “Yup, totally a hugger that cool with you?”

“I’m cool with you being you.”

“Aaaawww.” Jo-Beth actually presses into me a little more and sort of cat rubs but in like this affectionate happy way and not sex way.

But OMG the boobs.

I know, I know I should be like talking and focusing on them unless I’m like a lesbian which I’m thinking that I’m not because the yick-stick’s not doing yicky things but I have literally and I’m going to count Shawn in too on this I have never been in this close a range to a pair of breasts that are that huge.

I can’t help but to look at them (They’re right there!) and Jo-Beth’s looking at me and she’s blinking sort of like innocently and there’s an impish grin there.

“Well I think I’m straight.”

She stares at me her eyes getting big and she blushes and then she giggles and I’m giggling and Kaitlyn’s in on it too.

And Danny looks a little lost.

(George? George? Which way did he go George?)

That thought makes me look at him and start to snaugh and he’s turning red in the face. “Oh hells I really should have thought the whole in a room with three girls for a second or two.”

Okay that gets us all laughing.

He opens the bags and he holds up MacDonald’s hot fudge sundaes. “Fortunately I have come prepared!” he kind of crows and Kaitlynn swipes the sundae in his hand and looks at him.

“Why did you bring condoms?”

The look on his face though.

“’Scuse me I have to go…!” I make a beeline for the bathroom.

It’s using the bathroom and it’s all that stuff that it is but it’s also too the fact that I laughed that hard that I had to do this.

That, that has this feeling of newness for me.

I think that it might be a good thing that I don’t remember just exactly how badly unhappy I must have been for so long.

I get cleaned and ugh…tucked…not that it’s not something that I don’t want to do but it’s that whole it’s there and dealing with that stuff.

I haven’t quite gotten yet to where I have the skills to turn off that dysphoria trigger to doing that and just do my business.

I head back out and Danny reaches across the bed and he passes me a sundae.

“Thank you and yay, it’s not solid.”

He grins. “I got them all without peanuts just in case of like allergies and I didn’t know with what you’ve got going on that you could have stuff like that.”

“No…it’s cool no allergies but nuts are hard to digest even though I’ve been doing the porridge thing in the mornings I’d just as soon as not be like doubled over as my insides are trying do deal and are like screaming WTF woman at me.”

I get a few snickers from the others at saying that and there’s this warm glow from having friends with me and just goofing off and stuff and then of course that warm and happy feeling is like replaced with the feelings of like oh…yay…chocolate fudge.

I’m eating but I look at the others. “Okay is it like wrong for me that I have a serious love of chocolate or is it like too stereotypical?”

All three are looking at me like I’m odd.

Danny says. “Uhm…no, heck I eat chocolate chips right out of the bag.”

Kaitlyn looks at him. “Oh yes so much that. I do that and have a hot coffee and hold the chips in my mouth and let them get all heat melty and so good.”

Jo-Beth’s like… “Kaitlyn should you be talking about holding things in your mouth with poor Danny around?”

He blushes.

Kaitlyn blushes. “Heeey…don’t he’ll choke.”

Danny chokes. I know that something boyish and sexy went through his head and he soooo went there and now he’s choking on his ice cream.

Jo-Beth grins and she eats more of her sundae and she sets it aside and takes out stuff from the other bag that she brought and it looks like DVD’s in rental cases. “Potterthon?”

I’m like. “All of them?”

She nods. “All of them.”

I look at Kaitlyn who’s pulling over the wheelie tray with our laptops on them and we use hers since it’s got a bigger screen and they we get comfortable with me sitting right close to Kaitlyn and Jo-Beth on the other side of me and we’re looking for room for Danny when we decide that he can actually lay sideways in front of us and his legs out straight down the length of the bed and his back supported by our legs.

It’s four of us all together and just hanging out and Mom comes over and she gives me a kiss. “Your dad and I are going to go and give you kids some space and do some stuff ourselves. We’ll be back later okay?”

I kiss her back on the cheek and then Dad and they leave and close the door so we like don’t make too much noise for the other patients and we start to watch the first movie.

It’s the feelings….I just know.

“Thanks guys this isn’t something that I’ve ever really had before.”

Kaitlyn has a look too and she nods. “Yeah me either, kind of short on people to hang out with back home and all that.”

We sort of have this moment all of us that’s just not really words but just one of those things where we all get it.

And we like it too.

…………………..That’s a lot of movies and it’s not just watching the movies either it’s talking and doing stuff like how cool it’d be to go there to Hogwarts and the whole dining room thing and I really love that stuff because it so sets you up with this whole feel and mood for the world that was created and it’s just so.

Kaitlyn… “So get the Mudblood feelings…being trans kind of feels that way like you’re just like everyone else only really they keep telling you that you’re not and it sort of like sinks in.”

And there’s some of that and then there’s just talking about the car and the junk food they have and just what could be like in there that’s like not talked about in the movies or the books.

And Danny playing around and trying to tickle our feet.

And Jo-Beth kicking him in the forehead by accident. “It’s your fault! I am not responsible for what my legs do when you touch my feet!”

And there’s laughing and a lot of laughing and bonding.

And it’s some girl bonding too even with Danny there because like that whole thing where Ron’s with that airhead and then there’s that whole thing with harry and the girl that was with the guy that died and then she started liking harry and Ron was all confused and Hermione is getting upset at trying to explain it all to him and then there’s just all of that stuff and when Danny says.

“Y’know I’m kinda feeling Ron, I’d be like confused too with all that unsaid stuff between girls and stuff.”

We just like looked at each other Me and Kaitlyn and Jo-Beth and we like just kinda didn’t need to say stuff about that we just sort of got it, got the scene and there was that whole girls together moment.

It was so strong.

And it so led to this snuggle-threesome.

And then Danny was just like super, super guysome and after like we did the bathroom thing at around movie three he slipped out and he came back from the canteen downstairs with three Dairy Milk chocolate bars and some coffee for all three of us and he even had like one of the flannel blankets out from the warmer and he covered our feet and legs and we were like super comfy and he resumed where he was and we just sort of like kept going.

Like I said it was really awesome.

Mom and Dad show up and stay with us and watch the last two movies with us and it’s kind of cool because Dad’s like really into it.

He’s never seen harry Potter before only heard of it.

He was staring at the screen and sipping his coffee. “I never knew that this was that good?”

It’s kind of neat when you see someone fall into wonder for the first time.

It’s an hour and a half past visiting hours by the time we’re done watching the movies and we’re all yawning and stretching and stuff and we head downstairs to leave or rather they are and I walk them downstairs mostly to get the aches from the bed and sitting for so long out and stuff.

We hug and promise to talk online and stuff later and I watch them get into their cars and stuff.

Danny has his license apparently and he’s driving this old, really old cutlass cruiser station wagon…that’s Oldsmobile I think it’s such a beater but it kind of suits him.

Sigh…What a really, really good night.

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Always wonderful to real Bailey

Another great chapter

For every book there is a worm eating up the knowledge

TY Bookworm more coming soon.

I'm glad this is going over so well.
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Bailey Summers

"Sigh…What a really, really good night."

fantastic. Good for her to get some "girl together: time and yay for Danny for adding his super guysome to the mix ...

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It was a great way to bond:)

Movies and ice cream and goofing off with friends and things that teen girls do including hanging with boys.
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Bailey Summers

Sighhhhhh!!!!

D. Eden's picture

I'm really feeling the life that I missed having right now. I feel so cheated - robbed of the life I should have had.

When I watch my sons and how they act around each other - let's just say that doesn't bother me. I just can't really feel anything with all that male bonding crap - other than the fact that I am the parent in it all, and the fact that I kind of get to pretend that I am their mother helps, as does the fact that they don't make a point of trying to make me feel all masculine.

It's when I watch my youngest son, my 19 year old, with his girlfriend that it hurts the most. I so want to be her! To be able to just go back and be that 17 year old pretty girl - and she is very pretty, and such a girly-girl! She is everything that I wish I could have been.

I don't know how you can create these scenes Bailey. It feels so real - like you must have lived it.

Dallas

D. Eden

Dum Vivimus, Vivamus

I think there's a lot of Sigh...wish that was me.

That happens like that especially with people that we know or are closer to and see more than just others on the street. I always try to remind myself they all have their stories and they all have their troubles and they just like we all do sometimes hide it behind smiles.

The scenes are sometimes easy they can just write themselves given the who's and the what's and the where the scene is and then it's almost putting together a plausible scenario and then keeping the profiles of the people involved it writes out.

Almost tactical yeah?

*Great Big Hugs*

Bailey Summers

"the yick-stick’s not doing yicky things"

Athena N's picture

A funny way to put it, sort of, but yes. This is exactly what it's like: feeling very good and very bad at the same time.

On a much lighter note, this is still a great story. Thank you!

So big a discovery and learning curve in being TG.

And just like you said, a lot of the good with the bad. Thanks so very much for commenting and enjoying the story so far.
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Bailey Summers

good night

great friends, thanks

Yep...

A very good night:)
*Hugs and Howls.*

Bailey Summers