How do those who identify as trans(gender/sexual) relate to the sexually fetishistic content present on this website? Also how do those who identify as such and also enjoy the sexually fetishistic content, reconcile the two aspects? For each of you, what is the experienced structure of sexual arousal regarding the content?
For myself, and seemingly the case for traditional fetishistic feminization literature, the experienced structure of sexual arousal seems to be the psychologically traumatic thought of being thought of through socially stigmatising femininity. A sexualization of childhood emasculation trauma.
When I am enjoying a story I am continuously recontextualizing and reasserting the anxiety of the thought of being thought of as feminine.