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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 242


We are four.
Fostering! Why?
The Yei spirits and the girl.
Someone is pregnant.


A last meal. ~o~O~o~ They are so cute! ~o~O~o~ I get christened. ~o~O~o~ A talk about the girl, the Yei spirits, and me. ~o~O~o~ We have special friends.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 241



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 241


A stereo.
Tse and Haseya.
Ajie’s mom is here.


A stereo would be nice. ~o~O~o~ Two different dates. That'll be fun. ~o~O~o~ I'm going to hate to see the phone bill. ~o~O~o~ Bill and Bridget are coming for Christmas. ~o~O~o~ Why is she here?

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 240



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 240


Mommy or daddy or ?
The books arrive.
A baby shower. Me?


A mistress. Hmm. ~o~O~o~ More talks about our graduate degrees. ~o~O~o~ Dr. Joe brings up a sore subject. ~o~O~o~ Would Chief Tom become Dr. Chief Tom or Chief Dr. Tom? ~o~O~o~ Me at a baby shower? I guess it comes with the territory.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 239



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 239


The gathering.
The girl’s mother?
Ajie to the rescue, again.


A very interesting gathering! ~o~O~o~ Why is the mother here? ~o~O~o~ A trip to the rug store. ~o~O~o~ He's not responsive. Not a good thing.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 238



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 238


Can we help them?
Not on my watch!
Uncle Paul even has a solution.


Charlie may not be able to work for Uncle John! ~o~O~o~ We can't let that happen! ~o~O~o~ This project is ...
~o~O~o~ Uncle Paul does have a heart?

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 237



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 237


Why is this bothering me?
Yes! I found it!
The Corvette Club.


I know love. I feel the same way. ~o~O~o~ Russian!? ~o~O~o~ Everything is looking good. ~o~O~o~ Now, can I figure this out. ~o~O~o~ Politicians.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 236



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 236


Cyrillic?
The Eagle.
A trade.


This isn't English. What is it? ~o~O~o~ Has anyone seen the Eagle? ~o~O~o~ Lt. Zimmerman is back. ~o~O~o~ Is he willing to trade?

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 235



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 235


Grandpa Tse Nez.
Quah Ah, don’t feel that way.
This is different!


Am I seeing some silver jewelry? ~o~O~o~ Quah Ah, it's not your fault. ~o~O~o~ A helicopter?. ~o~O~o~ Break up the team?

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 234



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 234


Boy was I sick.
Baby furniture.
Moms you don’t need to do that.
Naainish and Quah Ah?


Why do I feel so bad? ~o~O~o~ That's a nice check, Ajie. ~o~O~o~ That's a wonderful offer. ~o~O~o~ I can't believe how many things they sell. ~o~O~o~ I didn't mean to hurt them.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 233



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 233


Another brochure? Why not.
That was a stupid mistake.
There goes my time with the Queen.
Why am I feeling this way?
Leave it to Ajie.


Why did it fail!? ~o~O~o~ Stupid beginner's mistake! ~o~O~o~ Sleep in our room with us? ~o~O~o~ 12 hours of testing with my fingers crossed. ~o~O~o~ Dean, why did you bring that here? ~o~O~o~ Ajie, you are just plain wonderful.

 
 

Mom Always Wanted A Daughter to do Ballet

Mom Always Wanted A Daughter to do Ballet

but she had to settle for me instead!
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A bit of humor in photos and not to be taken very seriously from Mark Rawlings

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 232



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 232


Don’t follow me!
An Eagle camera?
Naainish, listen to Dr. Ajie!
A car show, a guy, and the Mayor!


What does this guy want!? ~o~O~o~ Now I'm Professor Nez. Not! ~o~O~o~ New feathers in the headdresses. ~o~O~o~ Naainish and Qua Ah? ~o~O~o~ So, this is what he wanted. Not the best way to do it. ~o~O~o~ The Vette did well. But why Mayor Rodrìguez?

 
 

Memoir of a Stealth Transition - 36 of 38

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Chapter 36 - We've Got To Talk

There's not really much to say about our time in grad school except it was all-consuming. What did touch far more on our lives was Sandra's increasing frustration with the male-oriented bullshit of the company she worked for. From her point-of-view, as well as our growing understanding of the business world, the company was missing obvious opportunities and playing turtle while technology and marketing opportunities passed them by. This culminated around our spring break in 1973, when Sandra and Doug uttered that immortal line: "We've got to talk."

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 231



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 231


5,4,3,2,1 We have lift off.
Not Miss King again.
Naainish is doing better.
Publish the textbook?


I'm as nervous as hell! ~o~O~o~ Not an interview too!? ~o~O~o~ Doctor, you need to open your eyes. ~o~O~o~ To tell Ajie? Or not to tell Ajie? ~o~O~o~ This late-night stuff has to stop.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 230



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 230


House guests.
Naainish is improving.
You’re willing to bet with me?
We’re members of the car club!?


Is sitting with Naainish helping? ~o~O~o~ It's fun having house guests. ~o~O~o~ Are you sure that you're willing to bet with me? ~o~O~o~
e actually cut orders for that? ~o~O~o~ We may not go to the car show. But, ...

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 229



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 229


The hike up Tsoodzil.
Eagle feathers up here?
Why did they get involved!?
Oh, Great Spirit please no!


Are we really going up there? ~o~O~o~ Two more Eagle feathers? ~o~O~o~ Why can't I just do it my way? ~o~O~o~ They're bringing him down by helicopter! ~o~O~o~ House guests.

 
 

Mockumentary

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In a desperate bid to revive his flagging career, a young star on a sci-fi show concocts an elaborate publicity stunt to come out as transgender. But what happens when he becomes entangled in his web of lies?

Why I wear a dress

It was a simple enough mistake, I thought Adam was gay, or at least I hoped he was. He was a friend of my sister, it was a large group connected by a football team they all followed. So home games especially she was out and watching the match, coming home late evening after going on with some of this group for a few drinks to celebrate or commiserate.

Memoir of a Stealth Transition - 15 of 38

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Chapter 15 - Connie Returns

Saturday Morning
"Mmmm," came a sleepy voice. "I could get to like waking up with your hand on my breast."

"You weren't saying that the first time your breast ended up in my hand. As I recall, you were saying something rather salacious."

"I've reconsidered. Leave your hand there as long as you want."

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 228



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 228


Colonel Pratt again.
A meeting with Los Alamos,
a surprise guest, and more.
Dinner with our friends.


Colonel Pratt, why are you here? ~o~O~o~ Our people from Los Alamos brought a big surprise with them. ~o~O~o~ A launch party. What are we launching? ~o~O~o~ We plan a big hike for Sunday to the summit of Tsoodzil. ~o~O~o~ A wonderful cookout with our six friends.

 
 

Memoir of a Stealth Transition - 9 of 38

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Chapter 9 - It Ain't So Easy

Grandpa Dave has a saying he's fond of: Be careful of what you wish for, you might get it. It's the kind of stuff old people like to say to young people. Lord knows I've used it a time or two myself.

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 227



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 227


Why is she here?
Ajie, she needs to talk to you.
Zimm answers the question.
Home for Christmas or not?


Miss Pratt, you don't belong in his class. ~o~O~o~ Mrs. Woodall just might be the answer. ~o~O~o~ Maybe Ajie is the answer. ~o~O~o~ What kind of Eagle? ~o~O~o~ Then maybe it's Dean Vickie. ~o~O~o~ Why are we talking about Christmas?

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 226


Damn. Damn. Damn.
Is this the same bird?
Dr. Fontheim, it’s done.
Do you think I can use that?
More of Tse Nez’s jewelry?


Why me! ~o~O~o~ It is a Bald Eagle or Golden Eagle? ~o~O~o~ Her anglicized name was Hana. ~o~O~o~ The project for the Apollo Project? ~o~O~o~ More of Tse Nez’s jewelry. ~o~O~o~ A hike and the names.

 
 

Memoir of a Stealth Transition - 2 of 38

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Chapter 2 - Catalog Shopping

When I started to get interested in bras and girdles I was pretty much out-of-luck, no sister and my mother was considerably larger, but back then the bras went for $1.49. I could actually buy that stuff and try it on!

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Chapter 1 - Maundering

Maunder. A good, old-fashioned word. You don't hear it much these days unless it's in the cliché about old people maundering on about the past. Since I just hit my 70th birthday, I guess I'm licensed to maunder, so here goes.

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 225



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 225


Really! I can dress that way?
Aawéé’ at’ééd dóó aawéé’ ashkii?
Jackie, it’ll heal quickly.
Interesting names.


A change of clothes? ~o~O~o~
A’wee Chi’deedloh or the Baby Laughed Ceremony. ~o~O~o~
Ajie, are you sure that you heard that? ~o~O~o~
The thermal pools should help. ~o~O~o~
Off to Canada. ~o~O~o~
Those four names are interesting.

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 224


A secret project.
Sorry Dean, but it’s for the best.
Another home visitation and …
Dibe and Hal are here.


A girl interested in Electrical Engineering? ~o~O~o~ Dean we need the key. ~o~O~o~ Why are the people from the Navajo Children and Family Services here again? ~o~O~o~ I tell the women that I know who it is. ~o~O~o~ Hal and Dibe are here for dinner and a talk.

 
 

Trying something new

It only started with me sitting waiting, all ready to go out and Fay looking great as she fastened her ear rings on. An idle comment can have major consequences. I only said 'your dress looks great, those underskirts that make the skirt fill out are back in fashion, they always looked good in those old films.'
Fay smiled at me, 'yes it's new, I bought it last week, glad you like it.'
And then the comment that changed everything 'what does it feel like to wear? I mean the skirt is so full and the underskirts must feel different against your legs.'

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 223


Dibe’s engaged.
Ajie finishes her textbook.
A walk along the river and Lt. Zimm.
A copy of the textbook to a publisher?


Well hello, April. ~o~O~o~ A stop at the clothing store. ~o~O~o~ Lt. Zimm and the Eagles. ~o~O~o~ Off to Canada. ~o~O~o~ The textbook is done! A publisher?

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 221


A hike in the mountains.
No trail and a storm.
The application is done.
A bonfire, a vision, and a wolf.


A hike in the mountains. ~o~O~o~ A quick climb of the fire tower. ~o~O~o~ St. Elmo's fire. ~o~O~o~ Chief Clah likes our application. ~o~O~o~ The wolf is at ease. ~o~O~o~ Fried ice cream for eleven. ~o~O~o~ Do I give Los Alamos another chance?

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 220


Who the hell do they think they are!
Accept the apology? Maybe not this time.


What the hell! ~o~O~o~ Not Los Alamo's security people again!? ~o~O~o~ A note? And a phone call. ~o~O~o~ Why is the wolf standing is still standing in my vision? ~o~O~o~ A meeting with the Dean and others. ~o~O~o~ Another apology? I don't think so. ~o~O~o~ A day hike to the sacred place? Maybe.

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 219


Be careful, Uncle Paul.
The code talkers.
Governors at the barbecue!?
A vision and the wolf.
Breakfast with the governor.


The code talker. Interesting. ~o~O~o~ There's a lot of power there, Uncle Paul! ~o~O~o~ Four state governors? ~o~O~o~ Why is the wolf standing and showing his teeth? ~o~O~o~ The wolf visits at Sunrise. ~o~O~o~ A governor for breakfast?

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 218


Dr. and Mrs. MacDonald.
Little Tony is baptized.
It’s mine! Why?
What’s a code talker?
Who’s a heathen?


Bridget's dad is a Dean?. ~o~O~o~ Little Tony is baptized. ~o~O~o~ No dad! You can't!. ~o~O~o~ An interesting meeting with the Eagles. ~o~O~o~ It's official. ~o~O~o~ Chief Clah why did Judge Nelson know about me? ~o~O~o~ Dinner with our friends.

 
 

Pretty

Pretty
A Short Story
Possibly inspired by an old movie
By Maryanne Peters

The voice on the other end of the phone surprised him. It was not at all masculine. Had he not been calling a man, he would have thought that he was talking to a woman.

“Is that Eve?” he asked.

“It is I,” she said playfully. “Eve. The first of women. At your service.” He liked her already. She would be perfect.

“Would you be available for a longer-term hire?” he asked. “Maybe starting this afternoon and finishing around 1:00 in the morning?”

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2017, 2018, 2019 & 2020 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 217


Why another one?
The Clerk of Courts.
Sandia Peak Tramway.
A Golden Eagle? Maybe.
Why are they here?


Los Alamos changes the project. ~o~O~o~ We see the adult Eagles along the river. ~o~O~o~ The petitions are filed. ~o~O~o~ Our first ride on the Sandia Peak Tramway. ~o~O~o~ Then a drive up onto the Crest for the Sunset. ~o~O~o~ Bridget says, “Carson a tha mo mhàthair is m ’athair an seo!?”. ~o~O~o~ Is everything okay now?

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 216


Fun at the resort.
The dance competition.
A walk to the remote hogan.
Taos Pueblo and the Eagles
Bridget learns more.


We embarrass Bridget at the barbecue. ~o~O~o~ We take Bill and Bridget to a dance competition. ~o~O~o~ We meet a new silversmith, Niyol Hatathli. ~o~O~o~ We explain sand paintings to Bill and Bridget. ~o~O~o~ A visit to the Taos Pueblo and Quah Ah. ~o~O~o~ Bill and Bridget meet the Eagles. All five of them. ~o~O~o~ Now what!

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 215



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 215


Mr. and Mrs. Grant?
Our next project is here.
An immature Bald Eagle?
Los Alamos and a car crash.
Aunt Ruth can’t understand.


Both of us drove to the airport. Why? ~o~O~o~ Our visitors love the house. ~o~O~o~ What are we going to do. ~o~O~o~ The Los Alamos National Laboratory. ~o~O~o~ What did she say?

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 214



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 214


An early morning hike.
Storms and a campfire sing-along.
A dinner with our friends.
A funeral. Nuff said.
A surprise at lunch.


A drive to Cimarron. ~o~O~o~ Guests and thunderstorms don't mix. ~o~O~o~ But, a camp fire sing along is. ~o~O~o~ Dinner with friends. And Auntie Kai. ~o~O~o~ Mr. Yazzie's funeral. Sad! ~o~O~o~ We can accept these.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 213



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 213


A new circuit?
A new project from Los Alamos.
No! Great Spirit, please not again!
Two teachers from Ohio.

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The first legal notice is published. ~o~O~o~ Finally a new project. ~o~O~o~ I tell the Dean about our plans. ~o~O~o~ Kai, what is this all about? ~o~O~o~ Naainish, I can't do this again! ~o~O~o~ I help his granddaughter.

 
 

Tommy - The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl? - Chapter 212



Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 212


Back to Ohio.
Another for sale sign!
Tony makes a surprise appearance.
We tell the crew.
But, we’re not Catholic.


More talk about the adoption on the flight to Ohio. ~o~O~o~ We tell our parents what we've decided. ~o~O~o~ Now that was a big surprise. ~o~O~o~ We tell the crew about what we've decided. ~o~O~o~ The memories in this house and this park. ~o~O~o~ Godparents again? ~o~O~o~ Things are in motion.

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 211


Our parents have gone home.
To publish or write a thesis?
A meeting with Chief Clah.
To change or not to change?


Publish a paper or write a thesis? ~o~O~o~ A landscaped hogan? ~o~O~o~ A good meeting with Chief Clah and Mrs. Biakeddy. ~o~O~o~ My uncle embarrasses me. ~o~O~o~ A talk with Chief Kinlicheeny, Chief Clah, and their wives. ~o~O~o~ What's in a name?

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 210


A squash blossom necklace.
I’m not ready to talk about it.
An encounter with a wolf.
Amy and I talk.
We admit that we’d been talking.

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A new squash blossom necklace. ~o~O~o~ Why all of these visions? ~o~O~o~ I'm sorry, but I'm not ready to talk about it. ~o~O~o~ A wolf! This close! Why?. ~o~O~o~ A present from Charlie and Jackie? ~o~O~o~ Amy and I talk. Then we tell everyone what we're thinking about.

 
 

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Tommy
The Trials and Tribulations of a Girl?

A Novel By Teddie S.

Copyright © 2019 Teddie S.
All Rights Reserved.

Chapter 209


Will holding a baby help me?
The Eagles. Do they know?
The project is finished.
I almost messed up.
Our parents are back.


Dinner at Dr. Joe's. And it feels good. ~o~O~o~ An open house? Maybe. ~o~O~o~ The project is complete. ~o~O~o~ I need to learn to watch my mouth. ~o~O~o~ Its official, I'm a Research Associate. ~o~O~o~ Now the hard part. Telling our parents. ~o~O~o~ Off to the resort.

 
 

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