(This is an different story for me, but one that underlies those who waited for others to give them direction or make decisions for them. Hopefully in time each of us accepts who we are and learns to live with oneself.)

Britt pulled back her hand as I expected, her eyes were looking up to indicate she was thinking. It was the bright smile that followed I was not expecting. She eagerly grabbed my hands and excitedly said, “Do you know what that means? For some lesbians you are a dream come true!” I must have looked like a deer in the headlights. “That means you could probably get me, someone, pregnant and we could be a couple with our own child.”

I did not let go, but I kind of moved back. “I’m not even sure I am a lesbian. I’m not ready to think of a commitment or something like that.”

My Office Gift Chapter 3 Blossoming of Anne by Jessica C Copyright© 2012,2013 Jessica C All Rights Reserved.

“We did not come to be modest,” I said, “these kids health have been hit hard, and the love needs to be beyond us feeling good. We need to know that this would benefit both floors and to show our caring beyond Tuesday night.” With the knowledge we would not forget and be back Cheryl seemed to be well impressed.
Heather spoke up, “I don’t think they will allow that much of your money to go for others.”
Darla shared, “Anne has a strong following in our office we will help her do what she wants.”
I was holding Tracy in my arms as we were ready to leave. “You’re an angel and not just an elf, aren’t you?”

My Office Gift Chapter 2 Giving Back the Gift by Jessica C Copyright© 2012,2013 Jessica C All Rights Reserved.

Previously… “Then when my sisters came home and Mom Ruth came in we get all wound up in conversation and I pay for it in the morning.

Previously… Tonight, I was very tired again but I knew the regiment in getting ready for bed, Faith, Marcy, Ruth, Ed and I stayed up to visit. It was Ma Ruth who commented on…

Previously… Mom said thanks. I joked, “Don’t thank me yet, I’ve just started being your daughter. I still want to know more about those feelings and being a girl. You haven’t begun to tell me how to do it or about birth control.” … “Being a girl is what you should be about; you don’t ‘do it’.”

Mom and I had a long discussion. When we were done I went to my room and Dad and Mom got together. I heard Mom say, “This child better be a boy.” Mom, I learned preferred girls but I got her to question that.

Previously… It was 7:10 and I had a surprise visitor, Matt Petersen had come to see me with Brianna. He was taken back both by how Bri reacted to me and how much of a girl I was. He shared, “Where is the troublesome boy?”…
Jeff is here and neither he nor I are angels.” Bri gave me a hug saying “Angel.” I could not help but cry…
… if I went to stay with the Petersens it was to stay as Jessie and for now to be their foster child. I would need to visit with her regularly and they wanted me on a hormone blocker for one month.

Sixty-one Going on Sixteen

By Jessica C

Started With a Prom Dress – 7

Miss Jersey Shore Teen Princess Contest!!!

…but what did or didn’t happen at the night spot…

Started With a Prom Dress
7 – The Princess?
By JessieC

Change of Summer Camps - 3 - Payback Time”

By Jessie C

Previously
Staci, Julie, Cami and I were a mess of legs and arms entangled as we woke. Julie woke me and with a kiss on the cheek thanked me for being there with her. Unfortunately, I was just waking up and did not understand her intention…

I find friendships with women to be special. As a TGM I find female relations often go deeper, open to sharing at different levels. If it develops to something more is not as important, Friendship is valued just for self.

I find women in LGBT and not accepting one as a friend and showing me a fuller side of life that I find attractive.

JessieC

Change of Summer Camps
Part Two

By Jessie C

Before we went to sleep for the night, Jamie and Sharon took me aside to talk. “We just want to thank you and say we are pleasantly amazed by the neat Sister you are turning out to be.” They could tell by the stun look on my face that I did not understand.

Started with a Prom Dress –
Chapter 5 – Becoming Danica

By Jessica C

Chapter Three – Becoming Danica

The New Girl in My Life
By Jessica C

My name is Jeff but for years now and then I get these compulsions to see myself as a girl. It has become a growing ongoing tension between me and my parents that was supposed to be a thing of the past. It was two weeks before school let out for Christmas break, and I had an urge to be sick at school. I worked myself up to be sick so I could get sent home from school. I had weeks ago found some clothes a friend was throwing out and I had taken them, without anyone knowing but not yet had a chance to try them on.

Dawn and Aunt Susan went to get me some more clothes and if possible to stay with them and finish the school year. She was thrilled that Danica was to continue and wanted me to finish the school year with her. Shopping ended with a stop to get cosmetics and skin and hair care items. I was surprised that supportive in getting what I needed.

I started to put on the skirt when I became aroused and putting on the skirt now had a complication. “Too bad Jeff’s not here to help you,” Dawn said with a smile.

Jeff came in the house. He came over took my hand and asked me to spin around. As I spun around Jeff pull me to him, and said I was beautiful.

“Young woman I am more than happy to be here for you and share, but I think you need to be honest with me and yourself. You may not have planned to kiss, but when it happened I do think you meant it.”

I am sure it was a bit awkward for Dad as he went to work with no hint of his feminine side. He said it was like living in two worlds as Wanda and the office women wanted to see and know more, and others we clueless.

Dad did make the mistake of telling Wanda a week later our mom was back singing again. Wanda shared he news with Mrs. Dole the wife of the CEO. She was hosting a preholiday social for women but did not want it stuffy or dependent upon men.