Submitted by littlerocksilver on Thu, 2013/05/02 - 12:04pm
Soaring With Eagles, Part 8, Chapters 29, 30 & 31
By Portia Bennett
Introduction: Things are changing fast for the young lovers. They can't stay in Italy forever, and they will probably be at the mercy of the assignment gods at MPC. I wonder where they'll be going next. One thing for sure, no matter where they go, they will always be recognized for what happened in Yemen. Angie and Fred decide they want to have a family as soon as possible. They find an adoptable little girl, but first they have to get married.
The other novels in this story in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, and St. George and the Dragon.
Submitted by littlerocksilver on Fri, 2013/04/26 - 8:31am
Soaring With Eagles, Part 5, Chapters 19, 20, 21, & 22
By Portia Bennett
Introduction: Angie has arrived at Aviano Air Base in northern Italy. Needless to say, Fred was surprised; however, not in a bad way. Things don't go nearly as well with her first meeting with her squadron commander. Can things get any worse? Just how easy or difficult is it going to be for Angie to be accepted? Also, there is this thing about the whole reason Angie was at Aviano in the first place. Angie has her check ride. Let's see what happens.
The other novels in this Saga in the order they were written are: The Heart of the Beholder, The Narragansett Fork, Musetta's Waltz, Who is Sylvia, Five Love Stories en Brochette, The Redhead and the PM, and St. George and the Dragon.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2013/04/26 - 5:03am
Can Dreams Come True?… Part 1
I flick my smoke out the window my first since graduating high school three years ago and I drain what’s left of my Pepsi before getting out of my car.
Yes my car it’s one of the things that I made sure of before coming here and doing this. I got my own car. It’s a piece of crap older Saturn but it’s mine. Mine being the Very key word here. I likely could’ve had dad’s old car but with my folks there were always strings. A prime example is my brother and sister. Jordan my sister got the car and its title and the insurance are still in dad’s name.
My brother Jack, dad’s on with him in almost everything from his bank accounts to his lease.
And that’s why my apartment is mine, everything I have including all my student loan debt it‘s all mine. I knew long before I graduated that this was where I’d be going in life, who I had to be because not being me. It was killing me inside so I knew as soon as I was going to be legal I was going to be Josie.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2013/03/29 - 4:00am
Jess Stone had breasts. He had been like this his entire teen life not quite fitting in anywhere that he had lived and at the same time he hadn’t really had the chance to. His folks moved around a lot with his dad being a hydrological engineer but they were slightly afraid of what might happen to Jess if he attended school. Some people just didn’t get it or wanted too. Jess was now attending a new school when he decided to change things...
Only it was everyone else that was getting changed!
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2013/03/16 - 1:03pm
Sweet Dreams-48...Tears of My Childhood
Chapter 48
It’s amazing how you can go from fighting off a two hundred pound plus football player and screaming and stuff to being a cold weak wreck. I know it’s the dropping off of the adrenaline and some actual shock.
Alex looks at me when we get to the cars. “You going to be alright?”
“Y..yeah just sort of coming down or up from all of that’s just hitting me.” I’m really glad for his jacket because I’m shivering a little.
“Okay…let’s get you cleaned up and take a breather before going…”
I reach over and take his hand and step up and kiss him. “’Kay…I think I need it.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2013/01/06 - 5:13am
Sunshine…Part Five.
*** Joel……….
I stop eating and look over at the stunning young lady that’s looking at me and she’s crying. I get up and wipe off my mouth and grab my tray and I walk over to where she’s at and I set my tray down at the table that’s just beside theirs.
“Hey…are you okay?”
She’s still staring at me and it takes a second to have her register that I actually said something to her.
She wipes her eyes with the backs of her hands and nods then looks at me. “Yes sir…they just told me who you were.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2012/12/22 - 1:39pm
Antifreeze…Part 7.
It’s the sound of the sizzle that wakes me up and the chatter of little voices and hearing Grams and Grammy being said from the kitchen. I open an eye to see Stacy looking at me still under the covers. I think she was watching me while I was sleeping.
“Yhgnn…Morning sis.” I yawn and oh…I’m feeling all of yesterday adding up on me still and the very unused to feeling of crashing in a pile on the floor.
“Morning….you look just so amazing when you sleep Shayne.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2012/11/20 - 5:08am
Sweet Dreams-45
Chapter 45
I wake up with Alex kissing the back of my neck and the side of my neck and I’m spooned close to him and there’s the delicious feel of his body heat against me along with his muscles. I smile and snuggle a bit more.
“I really love this so much Alex. It’s perfect y’know.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Mon, 2012/10/29 - 4:09am
Sweet Dreams-44
Chapter 44
There are things that I’m discovering out of life that I never thought that I’d discover or that would even matter to me and they’re little things but they’re so huge too. Oh this is going to sound so girly but they feel like they’re huge things inside for me. Like in my heart.
This dance, being with Alex. Him saying stuff like that to me. All these little PDA’s between us and being out on something date like with my boyfriend. Yeah boy friend…I’m not even sure that we should even use that. He’s my partner, my significant other he’s the guy that I love.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2012/10/23 - 10:41am
Lead Shoes-15
Chapter 15
I think honestly it was the adrenaline and the lift that I’m riding on from the sunrise and all the cuddling and kissing that gives me the strength to get back into the house with just my arm canes after I see Will off in the cab that he called.
I get inside and I make a bee line to my room and see Mom is up and she’s doing some laundry and she smiles at me. “Good night?”
“Best night mom, it’s one of those nights that really, really makes up for everything up to this point.”
“I was lucky enough to have my eyes opened for me.” He stated. “It had started a couple years ago, actually, but last year it was all pulled into focus for me.”
“What was that?”
“Well it's kind of a long story....” He looked at the fuel pump and realized he had time. “But for me, it started a long time ago...”
The story of a ranch that is a safe haven for children who are LGBTQ and a man who had a falling out with his Transgendered sibling and his journey that takes him back home again.
While no actual sexual abuse is depicted, other than an attempted rape and pictures, the cautions are there for other mentions of sexual abuse. And harsh language
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2012/10/20 - 1:57pm
Charlie-16
Chapter 16
I looked it up and there’s not a lot on the internet that I can find about transgendered surfers. Okay well there is and the thing that I’m finding the most is about MTF trans-surfers.
Mind you I mostly tried just the normal web searches and stuff but professionally or even semi-pro I haven’t really seem anyone pop up in my searches.
So I talk it over a bit with Sable and the guys on the basketball team and the coach. It’s the coach that made me make the decision.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/10/07 - 4:01am
Don’t Blame Me I’m A Martian-23
Chapter 23
It’s so like déjà-vu but not.
There’s this thing that just feels like nothing I’ve ever know as Shy takes my hand the same time as I reached out for her hand and there is this moment that we are so in tune with each other it takes my breath away.
It was so like I could feel her wanting the exact same thing and at the exact same time.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/10/07 - 3:55am
Sweet Dreams-43
Chapter 43
It’s the first time that I’ve been to a home game and I’ll have to say that it’s exciting. I’d never had pegged myself for a football fan but here I am sitting in the seats set aside for the players family and the players girlfriends.
Despite how I’ll be going to the dance after this well its two hours after this I’m dressed like a fan or my version of a fan.
My new do is messy manageable so it’s under a turned backwards team ball cap and I’m wearing my inserts and a push up bra that gives me some girl bounce for when I’m up and yelling my head off.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/09/09 - 4:35pm
Jem…Chapter 62
Chapter 62
The mood is a lot lighter with the four of us since Billy and the guys had taken off to make things right with those two guys. I feel like there’s been a weight taken off of me and I can see how happy Brooklyn is.
When she was over there mixing paint with Uncle Mitch I swear she was almost giving off that vibe of nothing good that happens to me ever lasts.
I kind of can really get behind that feeling. My life back when I was Jason was just so much like one hit after another sometimes.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2012/08/04 - 3:42am
Jem…Chapter 56
Chapter 56
I get everything that I want to report typed up and I include some of the thoughts that I came up with as observations that I have made with the information I had and I put it all into a brown envelope and head downstairs.
It’s late, or really early in the morning just after three. Rayne’s up and doing stuff with out sites. Talking with our fans and she smiles at me. I go over and kiss her in front of the web camera and then look into it. “Sorry guys love you but I’m cooking a big supper today.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/07/29 - 10:36am
X-Why-Me…Chapter 4
Chapter 4
Emily woke with Angie’s arms around her? She was being held and shaken and her face hurt…she tasted blood.
She flailed wildly for a few minutes before she realized she was still in her bedroom and then did a wild scramble for the bedside garbage can and started to “Hamlet.” into it.
To “Hamlet” was a local thing that came off of a teenaged drunk from someone a few grades higher that stuck in the school. Due to the “Yorrick” sound.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Mon, 2012/07/23 - 1:25pm
Jem…Chapter 54
Chapter 54
I can hear the sirens getting closer and closer and Brooklyn in still sobbing into my chest and I’m crying a bit too as just how close we came to losing her just now.
Kim plop falls down beside us and she drapes herself over Brooklyn and starts to cry and to slap brook on the back saying sobby cusses I think in Japanese over and over.
I hear Rayne. “Mike…here sit down before you fall down.”
“I’m okay…”
“Yeah, yeah you’re a tough guy stiff dick and all that you’re bleeding so sit down and just shut up.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2012/07/20 - 12:11pm
Encrypted-14
Chapter 14
A shiny black hair…
I had the distinct feeling that this was a somebody and not a something when I had seen her. But what does this mean? Was she able to break herself down into pure information?
Oh the implication of that have me there for likely an hour just staring at the thread.
Teleportation?
Like Star-Trek?
But in wide, wide theory this could be plausible. We are all made of energy? Matter breaks down into energy, but can energy become matter? Not that we know of but…
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2012/07/20 - 12:04pm
Jem…Chapter 52
Chapter 52
It’s a pure moment.
Sunshine and love and me just really able to be myself and still loved by my father who’s holding me in my arms. Like I said I swear that I could feel my Mom’s presence with us in this whole moment.
Our first real father daughter talk and one that left me feeling loved and treasured. What girl big or little can say that that’s not something that I’ll treasure forever?
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/07/15 - 4:31am
Jem…Chapter 50! Part 2
I curl almost into Rayne spooning into her hip and smiling at her and we’re kissing and she’s tearing up still and crying and I go from kissing her to wrapping my arms around her and pressing my chest to her side and slipping myself under her arm but I pull her closer to me and even as angel I hold her in that same way as my Dad does.
It’s just me…I’m Angel…and she’s said that Angel is boy plus some and at the same time maybe I can also be a girl plus some too. I hold her gently but with enough care and strength that she’s safe.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/07/15 - 4:16am
Bridges 31
Chapter 31
“Samantha…Samaritan Chase…do you take this woman…”
“To Have and to Hold…
To Love, Honor and Cherish…
In Sickness and Health…
Through Good times and Bad…
Forever and Always…
Always and Forever…
For as long as you both shall live…”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Mon, 2012/06/25 - 4:03am
Sweet Dreams-38 The first cut is the Deepest.
Chapter 38
You know there are times when you know without a shadow of a doubt when someone’s in love with you. I wake up in bed with Alex and I know it so deep I’m having one of my Ow my heart moments right off the bat.
I cried, I cried all the little kid tears that we hide away in real life. I lost my Dad and my life became this goddamned horror show. But really…mostly because I was really scared to death to…I never got to mourn him.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/06/24 - 2:29pm
Jem…Chapter 44
Chapter 44
I like this as sort of tired as I am I really like this. Rayne’s kissing me and I’m kissing her and she’s on top straddling me. I mean it’s damn sexy as anything but it’s sort of not guy and girl sexual. She’s straddling my waist and her bottom is sort of resting on the top part of my pubic bone and she’s almost got that seal that girl get like that…the way she just sort of dovetailed to me.
Her hands are running over me and touching me…I like that, I like the intimacy of being touched and I go with it.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2012/05/29 - 11:55am
Jem…Chapter 37
Chapter 37
It’s pretty cool having the extra help with taking down the gear and I go over the tips in the tip box we’re doing pretty good. I call the girls over and the tree servers over and the barista guy. I count out the tips evenly. It’s a good haul and the barista guy looks at me.
“Wow um, thanks Jem. But why are you tipping us?”
“Because you’re all part of the whole show and the experience here and you work your asses off and it’s not fair if we just come in and get a lot of tips for the half shift we’re here.”
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2012/05/25 - 4:57am
Charlie…14
Chapter 14
I wake up really slowly like that climb our of a fog but a good fog. I feel so good, sore but good…actually even the slight swelling on…on Henry feels good because it makes him feel more there as Henry.
My hips are sore, and It from.
The smile creeps across my face even now. I’m sore from giving to too my girlfriend…the right way…and I’m laying face down the strap on pressed up against my stomach it’s gel silicone whatever feeling just hard and spongy enough…and my arm and hand is resting over the smooth sweet dip where her hip meets her waist.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2012/03/31 - 4:01am
Jem…Chapter 30 Part 1
Chapter 30
I watch Mike walk away and honestly I’m in a dazed kind of shock. He kissed me and there was this so different a feeling than anything that I could have ever described in my life.
But it was soft yet strong, short yet time seemed to slow down and it was so, so very intense. I could feel his stubble something I’ve never been able to grow. And there was the smell of him or rather the scent of a guy and I’ll admit that strong earthy musk mixed with aftershave and coffee from him drinking it before he kissed me and the lingering scents of the garage.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sun, 2012/02/19 - 5:08am
Jem…Chapter 23
Chapter 23.
Oh…
Oh…I’m actually shaking and I need to sit down and catch my breath. Mike, Mike had just about kissed me and then he made that joke so he could like take off because he had stuff to do but was it because he had stuff to do or did he make me? Does he know, or is he one of those guys that likes to toy with a girl or was it the thing going on between me and Raven that’s so a thing but not a thing and…
Submitted by littlerocksilver on Thu, 2011/12/22 - 2:57pm
Charli and the Girl Cave, Part 7
By Portia Bennett
Introduction: Once again Charli wakes up to a world she is not familiar with. Rather quickly, she remembers that she had been adopted the previous day by some very nice people. She had been banged up a bit in an auto accident, but she was okay. She arrives at her new home, and meets her new sister. She also meets the younger sister of Cindy whom she had met the day before. She walks out of a previously empty closet, as does her talking cat. That's when she realizes that some of her memories aren't right, and that she has left her two best friends in Boston to fend for themselves.
This is another story in the Cynthia Chronicles series. Other stories in the series are An Incremental Journey, Cynthia and the Reluctant Girlfriend, Cynthia and the Dumpster Diver, Cynthia and the Moment of Truth, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part I, Cynthia and the High School Years - Part II, Bobbie and the Glass Ceiling; and Randi and the College Professor,. The time frame of this story parallels Cynthia and the High School Years.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Mon, 2011/12/05 - 5:16am
Lead Shoes-6
Chapter 6
Okay despite how bouncy I was I’m really scared and nervous as we get to the YWCA. There’s the fact My CP makes me stick out and there’s this fear of being found out. Aunt Holly gets out with a bag and I get out with her and we head inside and sign in and head to the changing rooms and…I see this guy?..girl..in the ladies locker room.
He looks at me and he’s Hindu? Hindi? And I can’t help but sneak a few peeks until he looks away shyly and sort of hides behind the locker doors.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2011/11/26 - 4:43am
Images 32
Chapter 32
I’m not sure if it was the thing with Troy or just some defensive woman instinct running through me but even as I rocked Njinda my body was humming with this. He’s not going to touch her; he’s not going to hurt her. Njinda’s family…no one’s going to hurt my family.
It’s not too long before the guys showed up there was a mix of gravel and tires skidding to a halt on pavement. Then Holly’s letting Tim and Davey inside. Tim’s holding Holly and Davey takes Njinda out of my arms and she bursts out bawling and he hugs her and picks her up right off her feet and sets her on the edge of one of the booth tables and he holds her a bit more and he’s whispering to her in the quiet Davey way and she’s nodding then wrapping her arms around his neck and he leans in and kisses her then they touch foreheads looking into her eyes.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2011/11/25 - 5:51am
Bridges 24
Chapter 24
I can’t help the smile that’s there on my face as I tossed her flannels towards my…out bedroom chair and work off her pretty little panties, light blue Chilly Willie the penguin’s seem so cute as I tug them off her hips from side to side inching them off and kissing her abdomen to her pubic mound then her I get to her sex.
Where this is coming from I have no idea but it’s just flowing out from my heart, soon, soon she be doing this for me…I tilt my head and make a kiss and slip her outer fold between my lips softly and move my head up the length if her slit then down and as I tilt my head to start on her other fold I slip my tongue inside then my lips continue as I make love to her.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2011/11/15 - 7:15am
Jem…Chapter 11
Chapter 11
I end up using the corner of my thumb to blot out the tears because it sounds lame and stuff but This moment and the cornball singing and stuff, and the girls singing along as Raven strummed away on the acoustic.
Honestly, one of the best moments of my life.
So yeah, I guess I’m a girl or just a softy but I’m choked up and blotting tears and I can’t stop the smile there. It’s for all of them and for here and us and…and Kimmie is hugging me again and I love that she is.
I Love that I’m not the only one dabbing at tears.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2011/11/15 - 5:33am
Lead Shoes-4
Chapter 4
Wow life can certainly turn on a dime right?
It’s been a few days since everything started to change and well I’ve been just really busy. We pretty much called it a day once we had gotten home and got my things in my room and then made supper. We actually made supper together and had spaghetti. It’s so nice not to feel useless y’know.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2011/11/01 - 11:00am
Jem … Chapter 8
Chapter 8
I let out a sigh as I watched Raven pull away and I head inside. I take a few deep breaths just trying to get a grip on the day. Weird but it’s something I do. I get another cup of coffee and a notepad and I walk around the house looking at everything that needs doing or I know that I can fix. There’s a small fenced in backyard that hasn’t likely seen work since before Raven moved in and there’s a shed/small garage at the end of the driveway.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2011/10/29 - 4:43am
Lead Shoes.
I wake up and I’m already exhausted.
I don’t wake because of the shakes or the twitches I’m just used to those now but there’s sometimes you just get a spasm that cramps you up so badly you wake up from it medication and all.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Sat, 2011/10/29 - 4:21am
Bridges-23
Chapter 23
…………………. Sigh….oh Brandon…..I’m crying but not bawling at what just happened and what he said and just everything that just happened. I pull my jacket around myself some more and hug my travel mug more and leave just going for a walk out and over my clearings and stuff. I kind of do have a nice place property wise. I haven’t walked it since I was a young teenager.
Submitted by littlerocksilver on Thu, 2011/10/27 - 6:02am
St. George and the Dragon, Part 6. George's Story Continues
By Portia Bennett
Introduction: We know the ending of this story. At least we know a bit of it as it addresses two of the secondary characters in The Heart of the Beholder: George Essegian and Mindy Alexander (nee Rudolph). George was brought up in an Armenian-American household where his mother, the matriarch, refuses to give up the old ways. You don't cross Katia Essegian! Mindy was brought up in a fundamentalist Christian environment that became only more intolerant when her mother married Richard O'Donnell. If you've read the other stories in the series, you know all about him. If you haven't, you're about to find out.
Some may wonder about the intersex label on this story as no characters are obviously intersexed; however, this is the driving force behind Richard O'Donnell's obsession with Jo Beebe who probably wasn't truly intersexed in the first place. She just had a birth defect that didn't fit most of the medical definitions of intersex.
This story roughly parallels The Heart of the Beholder as far as the time frame is concerned, and there is some duplication of dialog - important dialog, especially in the last third of the story. The important thing is the journey that our protagonists take, a journey that we have had only hints of in previous stories. Above all, this is a love story.
George and Ingrid become parents. George receives his degree, and applies for Officer Training School. He knows his record is exemplary; however, he doesn't hear from them. It's decision time, and George with Ingrid's approval starts looking for a job in California. He finds out rather quickly that his record has impressed the right people. Now, they have to find a home.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Tue, 2011/09/13 - 11:51am
Absinthe, Opium and Honor…Chapters 9 & 10.
Chapter 9
I can’t help but to pant and exhale/moan “Sasssssssssha….” I almost a hiss/gasp as she works her magic on me and I’m shaking because while I’ve had some really great sex, and really great orgasms there is nothing as…sexual and powerful as she is right now.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Fri, 2011/08/05 - 4:15am
Sweet Dreams-13...Help Pinch Me!
Chapter 13
I wake up, I instantly wake up.
I had gone to bed with Alex and we’d ended up snuggling together and even spooning. It was so nice being held. Way better than I thought it’d ever be to be held. I’ve been sort of scared of that but this, this was nice and he’s a whole lot of very, very cool things. Big and strong which is actually becoming more and more a thing for me to like.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Wed, 2011/08/03 - 4:15am
Jem…Chapter one I guess…
Series inspired by Melinda_Starr
(It’s her fault.)
“Never thought I could dance…”
“Never though I ever be asked…”
“La, la, la….. (Humming.) the lights are bright and I’m up on the stage…”
And the rest of it just won’t come. I fall back away from my keyboard and flake out on the bed with all my comics and magazines and sign putting my palms over my face and trying to rub the writer’s block-blahs away.
I know the song sounds girly but it’s supposed to. I’ve been writing it for the next teeny-chick pop star.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Mon, 2011/07/25 - 4:57am
Only the Lonely….
It was the song that was playing on the radio when she woke up in the morning and already saw the start of another hot day. That became a promise as she slipped out of the sheet she had draped over herself last night and had tried to curl up to another night alone.
Submitted by Bailey Summers on Thu, 2011/07/21 - 11:30pm
Days and Nights on Old Haven Road.
(The idea for this was inspired by Laika. Who thought maybe a look at some of the other people and such who lived up on Old Haven Road might be something people might like. This is a story about two of those people.)
Submitted by Zoe Taylor on Sat, 2011/03/12 - 8:09pm
~* Spring Break *~
Nicole smiled fondly as she leaned closer. We exchanged a brief, soft kiss before I rested my head on her shoulder, letting her hold me in serene silence.
“I felt the same way. I’ve always been shy about relationships. I don’t even know how I ended up staying with Jason for so long, but the entire time I was at my rock camp, I couldn’t stop thinking about you. Everyone thinks we’re too young to have these kinds of feelings.” She hesitated, as though she wanted to say more.
“What is it?” I asked as I raised my head again.
“I don’t know about you, but I stopped being a child a long time ago,” she answered softly.
