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Easing the feeling

The injection came and suddenly what was stiff between my legs suddenly receded and lowered itself. "Alright," the doctor said motioning me to get up. "No, no, you won't need that now," he said and I discarded the gaffe I once wore and just pulled up the padded panty with the maxi-pad attached. It was definitely a more feminine shape down below now. I continued to re-dress, hooking on the bra over my breast forms and pulling back my dress as he snapped off the medical gloves and typed away at his computer.

"Ok, uh Cathy?"

The end of the first day

"So how was it?" My sister croaked.

"It was ok," I mumbled in my original voice.

"Just ok?" She asked again.

"It was a bumpy ride. Look, I'm only doing this for cause you're sick and you couldn't get sick leave and you need this job or Dad would scould you," I grumbled, hanging up the blazer she gave me.

"So how was it?"

"Your boss is ok, but boy did he have a packed schedule today. The other manager is more demanding, and the other junior guy tried to ask me or rather you out?"

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 20

I woke up quite early the next day but the sun naturally had awaken first. Being nude, I ensured the blinds were closed but the rays shone through striking my body and making my skin shine. At that moment I really saw a girl, me as Catherine. Sensual body, no sexy body that boys like James and Jonathan would chase after. Clarence had melted away that instant, even though my 'born with me' testicles were just held inside my perineum and my scrotal sac and penis shaped to form a female vulva.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 19

Author's note: I have never been to a spa and write what I find online. Also, let's just say it's legal for late teenage girls to have spa treatment.

"Clarence what the hell are you wearing!" my father thundered.

"Dad, it's just a dress. Look I can explain..."

"You look like a siss...." He didn't want to say the full word.

"Dad..." I cried and turned to mum for support.

"Clarence, you know yourself. This isn't you. Get out of this at once and look like Clarence at once!"

"Dad, I can't 'immediately change'..."

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 18

I would have peed immediately upon seeing him, but I just managed stand there a little shocked. "Hey," he began, "I've seen you. Wait we bumped into each other Sommerville shopping centre last year." I still stood dazed. "Your from Dormville right? He reached out his hand. "I'm Jonathan, but everyone calls me Jon." It took me five seconds before I returned the handshake. Does he know who I am? Are my breast forms still stuck on? Face feminine? Body? Wig still attached?

"You two met," Lauren interjected.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 17

On Monday, I planned to tell Lauren my feelings about James but the swimming class prevented me from doing so and Joe held the session a couple of minutes longer than usual. As I got out of the pool and towelled off, Frances' mother, approached me.

"Hi...Catherine right? I know this is awkward but my husband and I have a suddenly pressing meeting at a club nearby. I know this is awkward but I'm wondering if you could look after Frances for an hour or so while I attend the meeting?"

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 16

I laid back on the hard bed to think. Oh my gosh, I discovered the girl of my dreams wasn't fully picture perfect! She's a bedwetter and has to wear adult pull ups! Wait a minute, another voice told me. There's nothing wrong with nocturnal enuresis; a good percentage of boys and girls wet themselves. Boys and girls, not fake girls due to cosmetic and surgical change, another voice told me. I looked down and saw the two fake 'mountains' and my flat crotch. Should I stay like this forever?

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 14

Note: I may need help with this part cause I've never played volleyball or beach volleyball before. So correct me if I'm wrong.

Thanks to Janice Lynn for reviewing the first part.

Long chapter.

Before I could even move, Lauren served the ball so hard that buzzed past my ears. I reached out to strike it but the ball just dropped on to the sand. "We got a point oh yeah, oh yeah!" the two boys immediately and thumbed their chests together.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 13

Note: Some banks in the UK just put the initials of your first name down on your debit card, others spell out your full first name and last name. I'm treating it as the former here.

Pure medical fiction.

Going Back to School Chapter 5

I woke up early next morning at 0525. Where was.ah yes this special house in this new town. I ran my hands across my chest and felt the two lumps. Then I ran my down crotch. Yes, the surgically-altered flat genitalia was there. I'm man altered to be a girl. All for the sake to find some radicalised kids....

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 12

I woke up the next morning with the sun blazing down on me. As I glanced at my watch, I noticed the time. Shit, it's just over half an hour to the swimming session! I jumped out of bed then realised I was just in my knickers and nothing else. Throwing on a shirt and shorts, I chanced it and rushed to the bath area. I didn't think I had time for a full shower so I just brushed my teeth and washed my face. Back in my room, I extracted the swimsuit I wore yesterday. It had dried pretty well.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 11

I pretended to give Lauren a blank look as she continued. "This guy Clarence, is damn puny for a boy. And short. Ok, he's your height babe, but girl's can reach that height. Not boys. And all he does every school day is look at me as if I want to talk to him. No way, he can sit by himself. Definitely not much of a guy, definitely not my kind of guy."

Revenge Chapter 1

It was all just because of the trick. I'm the kind who likes to play tricks on people and my target this time was Charlotte Talpin, the ace science student in our class. While she might excel in the sciences, she was also the most arrogant brat I've ever come across. She would constantly look down on others who weren't as good in their studies and those who weren't up to her standards. The latter was about image and she would also brush past those she didn't see worthy of her standards.

The summer of temporary change Chapter 3

Thanks for the reviews but Chapters 1 and 2 have been updated. So do review again.


"Clarence? Clarence?"

"Huh....oh uncle," I answered sleepily, pushing the pink duvet and blanket aside. "Mor..ning," I greeted.

Going Back to School Chapter 4

"She's not a girl. She...he's a boy!!!" the school girls around me screamed.

"What?! No..." Suddenly the wig attached to my head was blown away, exposing my short hair.

"She's a trans!" Someone else shouted. I protested but suddenly literally felt a weight lifted off my chest. I looked down and my boobs were gone.

"She's a he-she!" The crowd roared. Before could say anything more, someone yanked my skirt down. I stared down and saw my male parts instead of the fused vulva.

"She's a boy! Trans!!! Trans!!! Trans!!!"

Going Back to School Chapter 3

As our car returned to our driveway, we noticed two neighbours on their front lawn. As we got out, they waved at us. Oh shit, I thought, there's no way out we have to talk to them...

"Hi you must be the new neighbours," the elderly man called. "I'm Jonathan, this is my wife Maggie."

"Rob Greaton, this is my daughter Claire. We just moved in from the South."

I shook both their hands. "Welcome to our neighbourhood. Would you like to join us for some tea and snacks?"

"Uh, no..." I began

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 10

I showered again, enjoying the warm shower flow down my face, my fake breasts and to my fake genitalia. Man, it was so welcoming after that icy cold "shockwave". Shower off, I peed in the stall rather than in a toilet bowl, standing up rather than squatting. Girls should do it more often, I thought, even though it would mean going to those seatless "toilet holes" stalls. Oh, the wonders of the female human body....

In the nick of time: Part 3 The End

This is so horrible, why, why did this have to have to happen to me on this great day? I wanted to relax and enjoy myself, not being bound, gagged, almost 'raped', and now trapped in the basement. I continued to struggle against my new bonds but they were far tighter than the first and really rubbed against my skin. As I tried to get free in the darkness, I continued to hear their rummaging, no rampage above. Those bastards, I thought, they'll be sorry when they are caught for steal valuables, damaging property, and assaulting a female...

In the nick of time Part 2

"Mmmpphh!!" I cried through the hand gag, then heard a voice hiss. "Girlie, I'm going to remove my hand and you better not utter a sound. If not, my taser will shock you," I felt a circular object pressing against my back and grew really frightened. "Nod once if you understand."

Shocked out of my wits, I briefly nodded and the gloved hand was removed. Suddenly, I felt my arms yanked behind me and pretty adhesive tape being wound around my wrists. "Hey!" I cried.

In the nick of time

I watched as my parents' car drove off then raced to my sister's room. I suppose you if you guessed I wanted to borrow her DVDs, you're wrong. If you guessed that I was going to look at her study notes, you still guessed wrong. No, I was going to dress her clothes. Yeah, for many years, I had a secret desire to be a girl. No, not a trans, I hate that word. To be a girl--with long hair, breasts, vulva and everything. What stood in the way were my parents who were stick-in-the-mud, conservative types.

Losing the game for her

"Miss Hanson, Miss Hason, how do you explain your loss? Miss Hanson, you were the reigning champion for three years in a row! How could you lose the title? Miss Hanson, could we have a word?" No they couldn't as I pushed my way through the crowds and entered my car. Soon enough, I was clear from the army of reporters and camera man. Checking that no one else was following me, I turned into the side road and pulled my car into a dilapidated building. With the door closing behind me, I finally heaved a sigh of relief and exited.

The award

"...for the the highest marks in Urban Geography, Miss Harriet Tingfield," the teacher read out. Taking a deep breath, I walked up the stairs, still just a bit not used to the air between my legs and the female flat heel shoes I wore. One one thousand, two one thousand, three one thousand, my right hand shot out and I felt the cold thick hand of the guest of honour. "Many congratulations, young lady," he boomed in his thick accent. "Job well done."

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 9

Oh shit, shit, shit, I thought rapidly. I definitely hadn't planned much of the history of Catherine and I didn't really plan out this whole trip properly and it didn't help that I was semi-naked and answering the questions of my beautiful crush.

"Uh," I began, my mind spinning. "there's nothing much. I'm a simple girl from Dormville."

"I mean, tell me more about yourself, you studies, what are you likes," she continued, laying her body flat down and turning her head towards me. Damnit, she's growing sexier by the minute.

Going Back to School Chapter 2

"Geez, that was some head teacher," I commented once we exited the school grounds.

"Why?" Richard asked.

"It was more like a parade around the school than a tour," I replied, "and she appears to be the type who wants to be in control."

"Okay..." he started the engine. "Did you plant the bugs?"

"Yes, but could only get them in one toilet. It's a start though and it's one of the main toilets near the school entrance."

"Well, you better plant the others. We're not going to get much to hear from one toilet."

Going Back to School

"..You've got to be joking," I finally concluded, handing back the folder. "I can't do this."

"You've done quite a lot of undercover work in disguise for the last 15 years," my superior, Frank replied.

"But this is a whole new dimension. And look at the age group? I've never been been disguised as this sort of person," I pointed at the specific line. "This is totally quite out of my league."

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 8

Thanks for all the reviews.

The description of female changing rooms here is not based on any kind. Possibly not realistic but heh.


"Hey, you're not a teenaged girl!" I heard Lauren yell.

"Huh?" I responded.

"Your breasts? You don't have breasts! You're flat chested." I looked down to see that my male chest indeed where my boobs were.


"And your hair! That's not female hair! That's a bloody wig!" A slight breeze blew and off came the wig, exposing my true hair below.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 7

Thanks for all the reviews for "Keeping it a Secret" and "Keeping it a Secret: Summertime". I know there are several typos and errors made in each of the chapter; I'm not perfect. I'll edit them. But to make one thing clear: The girl here is Catherine not Claire.

I know this story doesn't have a start; that's the mystery and beauty about it. It is an expansion of the short story "Final Touches". Perhaps one day I'll write a prequel to explain why Clarence chose to temporarily transform to be a girl.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 6

I set off on my holiday/unknown summer job on Monday morning, with the sun blazing down on the town. Because of this summer weather, I chose to wear the cotton pink knickers I bought on Saturday and the new black bra. On top of it were the pretty light blue shorts and the white spaghetti top that obviously didn't cover my bra straps. My bag was rather full with a good portion of my female underwear and clothing, plus the swimwear Jenna help me buy. Oh, any some study notes and books. Those, along with own debit card were possibly the only indications of Clarence.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 5

"BANG! BANG!" I heard what sounded like gun shots. "Coppers!" I heard someone yell and immediately the all scatted. "Clarence? Clarence? Are you alright honey?" Wait, I know that voice, it was Nurse Jenna in her Nursing uniform! "Are you alright?" she answered, bending over me. I was quite dazed from the attack so was glad when she helped me up and almost carried me all the way back home. Once home, she laid me down on a pillow, and placed a really cooling ice pack against my cheeks. "" I started.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 4

I spent the rest of the evening searching the web for temporary jobs at Crighton beach but once again those I found weren't that enticing. Other jobs looked cool, but they would pay into the employee's bank account. I definitely had a bank account, but in the male name of Clarence, not that of a girl named Catherine. How on earth could I get paid without a real bank account to that name? As I continued to scan through job offers, it also dawned upon me that I needed a place to stay at the beach.

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime Chapter 3

Pure medical fiction. This however is fiction temporary Sexual Reassignment Surgery (SRS), but I added the part of dicharge (as in the previous story), to make the main character 'experience' menstruation.


"Mum, what are you doing back home? I thought you and dad had had left for your trip." Damnit, had they cancelled the whole holiday?! What am I gonna do? I wouldn't be able to snaek out get a bodily change and become Catherine? I would have to lie the summer as a boy with a vulva!

Keeping it a Secret: Summertime

And "Keeping it a Secret" has returned, this time a summer break as opposed to the autumn/winter break in the previously story. Clarence/Cathrine is a Year 12 student but I must say I don't know much about Year 12 studies or British education/schooling holidays so those parts are fictional. The medical terms may be accurate, but the operation/procedure is definitional fictional. The makeover is as well. I'm also not sure if there are really wigs and breast forms that can withstand sun and seawater/swimming pool water.


Keeping it a Secret Chapter 7

Note: Rated restricted.

No reference to infantalism intended.


Who the hell would be at the door? I quickly yanked up my jeans and rushed down, peering through the eyepiece. It was Jonathan! What the hell did he want? Did he come to tell me that he knew I was Catherine? Shit, shit, shit, I quickly backed away from the door.

"Ding Dong!" "Hey, Clarence, it's Jon!" His voice called. "Open up!"


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