The last month made me realise I am not doing that good healt (mostly mental) wise. I don't have any 'reserves' or coping mechanisms (used to just go on long gaming sessions to relieve frustrations but no more gaming setup).
If I didn't have the pets or the internet I wouldn't know where I'd be.
The fact that a part of my bankruptcy problems is 'solved' (or will be as soon as I get the paperwork) has helped with it, Bbut I need a real goal to work to.
At this time no real long term goal besides solving the paperwork problems.. Well I might have one but that depends on the next few years and moving to Scandinavia (and a large part of that is not for me to decided as I need to get at least a mortgage approvement for a small house in the countryside).
But here's to Hope