Back In The Habit!

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Hi everyone!

Just to let you all know that I'm doing much better. Things are slowly but surely getting a little easier. I was skeptical at first but now I'm true believer in overcoming dark periods in life. It was difficult to see a brighter future when I was so low. I constantly wondered how everything could go back o normal after losing somebody so close to me and how the world couldn't possibly become a better place after so much bad had happened. However, I'm here to say it does get better...eventually.

Anyway, the title of this blog is called ''Back in the Habit'' because I returned to writing about two weeks ago so new Charlie episodes are on the way! I didn't realize how much I had missed being in this fantasy world every evening when I come back from college. It's nice. I've also started drawing again which I haven't done in a long time. I'm a little rusty but I'm getting there.
If you wish to get a little taster from the new ''Episode 13'' you can read a small extract below if you wish. There's no spoilers.


He jumped up off his seat and grabbed the frying pan, walking out into the hall and leaving it by the door. He could feel his knees shaking. ‘’Calm down, calm down,’’ breathed Charlie, taking slow steady breaths. ‘’ You can do this, you can do this.’’ He turned and went upstairs for no apparent reason. He could not keep still. He walked up and down the hall, biting his nails with worry. His stomach rumbled, begging for food but his mind disallowed pity.

He stopped outside Rachel’s bedroom door. There was to a small crack that allowed a peek inside. He pushed open the door, feeling his heart pound passionately as if it strengthened with familiarity. The room had not changed in the slightest since he first tried on the school uniform all those months ago. The place still reeked of girliness and femininity.

This is where it all started for Charlie. All of his problems started to come at once since that day. God how he wished he could go back and change time. He walked into the room, letting his hand stroke across the furniture surfaces. He hated it. To him, it was now one the worst places he had ever been to.

He sat down on Rachel’s bed, taking in the strong smell of perfume and lotions. He closed his eyes tight and breathed in. The song Girls Just Wanna Have Fun echoed at the back of his mind as the image of him jumping up and down on the bed cropped up. He felt embarrassed and stupid when he thought about that day. He felt he had grown up so much since then despite the fact it was not exactly that long ago. It was bizarre. He found it rather humorous to think that the school uniform had cursed him or put a spell on him.

He looked over at the wardrobe. The pink high waisted skirt and blazer outfit hung over the door. He stood up and walked over to it. He remembered the thrilling excitement he felt before trying on the skirt but now all he can see is just another outfit. Nothing more. It was just a simple item of apparel. It no longer appealed to him, nor did any of the other clothes in the room. They did not rattle his curiosity. They did not shake the very foundations of his being by the thought of donning them. The closest emotion he felt towards the clothes was repulsion. He hated them as much as he hated the room.

He essentially believed that they had ruined his life.

He felt he would never try on another piece of female clothing after what Dave put him through. Never again.

*Ding! Dong!* The doorbell had just rang.

This is it.

That's all folks! I'll keep you all posted. New stories coming soon.

:) x

Lily

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Extravagance's picture

Writing episodes of Crossdressing Charlie is a VERY GOOD habit. Long may it last! ^_^
*HuggleSnugglePurrLickyourfaceHappytailswish* <3

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He looks very pretty,

Extravagance's picture

although rather uneasy. Is someone besides us watching him?

Well, it's a rather dark story in general, really. But it is evident that you are very passionate about it. = ) I have no doubts that it will end happily. ^_^

*Happytailswish*

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giggle

cute pic and the teaser is nice too.

For some reason I'm thinking about catholic schoolgirls and the oh maria song now.