Snakes and Ladders 5

Chapter 5

I couldn’t help but to hold her tightly and to kiss her, to try to do something anything to keep her together. I’ve known people like Shaya, she’s tough and capable and strong and amazing and like a lot of things that are tempered to be strong if you hit them the right way…

They shatter.

Bear was a lot of things but one thing I was very good at being was the professional tough guy. There’s a lot of f-ed up hurt little children in us tough guys. And from what I’m seeing with Shaya there’s a lot of the same pains there.

I hold her and stroke her back, move some of that amazingly gorgeous hair from out of her face as I shower her with these tenderly loving kisses. It’s like that for about ten minutes before she quiets down from the serious crying jag she just had.
“Shaya?”
“Yes Wren.”
“So how did it all change? What happened to turn it all around?”

She stares at me, blinks and bites her lower lip. “My Brother Kailynn….He’s, Kailynn’s sort of the middle child of us and he’s a very strong magician but his talents run mostly towards being a healer. He was betrothed despite the unpopularity of the union to a fellow mage-knight from Marahaesh.”

I blink at her, trying to think….”Oh the dark elves.”
“Uhm, for lack of a better term yes.”
“Okay…go on.”
“Well she’s not of the three inner moons where we live and politically the clan ethnics from the outer moons never have married into the royal bloodlines. But Kailynn didn’t care and was going to marry her anyway. They had just finished their knight’s training and had gone to face their time of testing down in a place we call the Darklands. This is a place on the main planet and was a stronghold at one time of the creature that had conquered our people ages on ages ago then it had become a refuge of the forces of the Forsaken during the war I told you about. They had used the places held by The Beast, that first evil to build their empire and summon through mage gates armies of things that would fight along their side. After the war it these troops scattered into that region and hid and bred and are still a source of constant mayhem. Knights are required to do ten years in the border fortresses battling the evil breeding in there and doing patrols to winnow it down.”

“Uhm what kinds of evil?”
“Trolls, Orcs, Goblins and Hobgoblins, Demons, Black fae, Devils, and more including the followers of the forsaken or those who follow other dark paths.”
“Uhm Wow and you haven’t been able to scrub them out of there?”
“No. it is a vast area.”
“How vast?”
She stared at me and I could feel this tickle at the edges of my mind. “It’s is about the size of your USA?”
“Okay that’s a lot of room to hide.”
“Yes, and there are very dangerous things there. Belline, uhm Belle the one who was Kailynn’s betrothed was killed in an ambush. He nearly died there as well. This had broken him and Kailynn left us all and sequestered himself away to The Holy City for two hundred years. He returned to us a changed man. He had sought me out as soon as he could when I was still…still in Lyam’s service and still suffering and he battled me and he very nearly ended me. He did capture me and this was when the truths of me being twisted began to come out.”

“So what’d he do?”

“Kailynn healed me, like Mother healed you. In fact it was a majik he had taught her. And despite the traditionalists calling for my head for being a traitor and damning me for being twisted who they see as an affront to the gods, He healed me. He did it despite their threats and demands. It was after a year of being at trial over my fate my father ruled stating that since I’ve been healed and was really Shaya not the elf I was I committed none of my crimes.”

I nod and I can see where this was heading. “I get where he’s sort of right about that but I can see where a lot of others would be really pissed about it.”

“Yes father is still paying the price for my sins, as is my brother.” She slides off of me into the deeper water of the bath and sniffles.

Shaya looks so beautiful like that, sad, just touched with hints of her ugly cry just awhile ago and her hair wet and messy but it has the points of her ears just peaking through, it all blends with that ethereal perfection that makes her so real to me. I’ve never like the happy shiny fake people. If life wasn’t hard then you’d never appreciate when things are good.

I follow her sinking into the deeper hot water and am so reminded of how healed I am as the water does the float and swirl around my breasts and turns me on which makes me smile because I’m so reminded of who I am and that’s Wren now.

I make my way over to her and take the puff and soap and begin to wash Shaya, starting with her back and her neck. And then slowly and tentatively her other places. Shaya soaps just her hands and does the same for me. Ooooh, her hands are so delicate and small and they feel so good on my skin and caressing…My…oh…my…I’ve never felt like this. Shaya gasps…whines… “Erendae…!” I kiss her our soapy bodies sliding and slithering…together and…I feel, can tell I made her orgasm. Her hands are fondling my breasts and my nipples, oh…their so hard they hurt…hurt…but so good and my breasts are aching…those elfin hands so…Shaya’s lips touch my right breast and sucking gently on my nipple, squeezing the other one until…until…My body boils inside…I feel so much pleasure it was like pure energy turning my blood into a bubbling cauldron of passion and white hot pleasure that it fills me from within and bursts out of me in the only way it can as I orgasm… “Aiyeeee, Ugh!!!!…Shay…Shaya…!”

Then her fingers are down to my sexy touch me…!, it happens again I’m that wired beyond wired and we’re feeding off of each other because we…we both know this feeling this ache of having lived through the hell of never feeling complete. Of never being True.

I touch her and while I’ve done this before a few times and it’s radically different. I’m kind of in a blur, as we head out of the bathroom wet, still kind of soapy, dripping down our bodies all over her apartments. Until we came crashing down as one onto her bed.

I was quickly on top and suckling on these small perfect breasts of hers as I could sort of feel her boiling in pleasure too our bloods so hot and my mouth is busy and my face as I suck and nuzzle over her chest, her face , kiss her throat as she whines my name through another orgasm. “Wren, wren…oh...Erendae…!” My fingers slide down at first rubbing just with the gentlest touches over her labia, and then slowly spread my fingers so that brushing silk touch is exploring her folds…

Shaya is kissing me back, thrusting her chest up to meet my attentions and then her hands reach up to cup and fondle and caress and even squeeze my hanging breasts. She gets this grip that feels…my weight is pressing them right into her hands and her thumbs are making these circles on my areolas and flick over the nipples until I’m crying out for her to do things to my breasts…her thumbs rest over them and push in on them with a squeeze of her hands too then…then she releases and does that rubbing thing just on the nib of my nipples and the pads of my thumbs and I cant help it as I’m bouncing in one spot not knowing what to do with myself as I’m shaking and just unable to stop or anything other than bounce and scream in joy as the pleasure that’s nearly too much coursing through me makes me start Cumming hard…As I’m shaking and bouncing with the nerves of it one of Shaya’s perfect legs slides between mine and I’m grinding myself to a second orgasm on her perfect knee and that silk smooth elfin skin…I kind of fall on her after the second one rips through me only moments after that one.

After than I slide down her body and lick and kiss my way down into her perfect and juicy bare sex. Shaya cries out as My lips touch her “lips” and I start doing all the things I’ve ever read about or seen in girl on girl porn. I actually have to nearly hold to her in an around the hips wrestling like hold my body melding in with her groin, pelvis, her legs…as she screams my name, whines it, bawlingly sobs it and even chants it some. I…I talk dirty yet romantic to her, tell her how pretty her “Flower” is and how much I love sipping at her nectars and things like that…

I can…I can…
OMG….
The link…the link…our bond…
I can literally feel Shaya falling in love with me…. (I’m bawling now)
I mean…

I mean it one thing to say it and that a wonderful feeling, and to have all the PDA’s too is amazing. And to wake up in a real relationship is one of the greatest things I’ve ever known the few times someone dared to love me as Bear and the few times I’ve ever let anybody in either.

And then there’s the feeling you get when you can look into the eyes of someone you love and you can see love there.

I AM feeling Shaya falling in love with me. It’s not wishful thinking, it’s not a sex dream post orgasm hallucination this is different, this is proof of that real and raw amount of caring….And I’m falling for her too and she can feel if from me too and we fall off this headlong cliff of love and desire and out of the clutches of the darkness that has been feeding off of us and chasing us our entire lives.

I’m not...not…is it possible that the other half of my soul hasn’t been human ever at all?

She returns the favor even though as I’ve never had sex as a woman before I’ve…I’ve read about it…Shaya has no clue….none at all in any regard to that…Elves male or female , boy to girl, boy to boy, girl to girl…They don’t know what oral sexy was….It culturally hasn’t existed here at all.

I just brought oral sex to the elven peoples.

I lost it giggling and laughing for a good half hour and Shaya just didn’t get what was so funny about that concept.

Then I rolled over on top of her and did her again…this time a lot more slowly and lovingly. You ever snuggly with a pillow? That’s what I do with Shaya…I wriggle until I’m comfortable and I slide my left arm over her thigh then under it like it’s a pillow and tuck her other leg over my shoulder and I take my time, I even just rest my head in her inner thigh and partly roll her to my face using the leg over my shoulder to guide and control my hips and I…

Sometimes a guy can find a girl who likes oral sex so much she loves to give him this long sweet leisurely blow job.

I so that for My Shaya…I give her this incredible long slow sweet girl to girl blow job both of us in that completely boneless afterglow comfort as I slowly suck her to another long slowly drawn out two orgasms.

She does me the same way but lying on her side and uses her fingers to bring me off twice too then she has a “replica” that she takes out from a compartment in her bed and she uses it to make love to me as My Shaya takes my virginity…

If you have ever been like me, I’m so sorry for even telling this part of the story to you. Because it’s not fair. But I’m trying to be true to the story of my life here so…Having your…having my hymen broken drives home I’m A Real Girl into your soul in an atomic way. It blows so much of what I thought I wasn’t and might not ever be apart…

And to be in real love with Shaya with knowing it’s real and my lover, my partner being the same as myself was…Shaya could understand me like no ones else ever could or would. And I could do the same for her.

We snuggle closer that close crying to each other and touching and staring for a long time before falling into this exhausted sleep.

***
I wake up still intertwined with this fae gorgeous creature that loves me in my arms and even one of my legs. It’s so beautiful right now with the sunlight streaming through the windows and mingling with the flowers and the vines and stuff in her room. It’s like waking up into a dream.

I hurt. I really hurt and it’s the bruises from the fight with Lady Kite? /Kyte? And the broken nose she gave me and the sex…I’m sore down there and inside of there and it’s still trying to feel awesome with what I’ve always sort of read to be afterglow. Oddly but not oddly the soreness deep in me feels great to my soul. It’s more confirmation that I’m now the she, the me I always, always knew I was inside.

I kind of just lay there and just soak into everything. I’m not even sure how long I’m enjoying real inner peace in how long? Ever? Then there is a knock at the door to the main hall way entrance. Shaya stirs and looks at me with these amazingly sexy eyes sleepily. That sapphire almost navy blue is picking up some of the light from the sun on the sheets making them sparkle and shimmer from under those thick full sultry midnight black lashes…with elfin bed head that looks like her hair was professionally tumbled/styled and those perfect sexy bow shaped lips.

Yeah, my heart skipped a few dozen beats we she looked at me sleepily then as the fog lifted there was this ~I love you.~ there in them. Shaya sat up the sheets falling away to reveal her slender perfect body. “Enter” She calls to the doors and then kisses me and starts playing with my hair to I assume to make me look more presentable.

I went to bed with wet hair and had wild sex last night I imagine I have a slight case of bed head. I am human and don’t have perfect silky elfin hair. But I like that she’s doing this.

I see a push cart like before but bigger come in with servant and two male elves. I “eep” a bit and quickly cover myself.

There’s two guys and one comes over with a satchel over one arm. He’s elfin, but he’s really drop dead handsome. I mean I’m in love with Shaya right but this guy. He’s six foot four but elf slender so it’s thin and graceful but he’s got more muscle…more meat on his bones than some of the other male elves I’ve seen. He’s got great shoulders and arms but long legs that don’t give him the stork walk that tall skinny guys have. No, this guy glides.

Not like a dancer but like a fighter, like a stalking cat or something. He’s got sun bleached/washed light brown hair and these pale oddly colored green eyes like they’re the color of wintergreen or spearmint or something…pale pale jade?

He comes over and hugs Shaya who’s not even bothering to cover herself. It’s really warm and closer and loving…but platonic but more than…is flowing through our connection. There’s this recognition thing too I’m getting through the link, She knows him so well I feel like I do…I feel like I’ve known him all my life but this is out first meeting. She breaks the hug and looks at me. “Wren?, This is my brother Kailynn, Kailynn this is my Erendae…my Phoenix…” She’s beaming at me with this huge smile, eyes full of love.

Kailynn sits beside me on the side of the bed and offers me his hand. I take his and we do that warriors arm clasp thing in stead of a handshake. “It’s nice to meet you Wren.” He speaks English!, American English even!
“You speak my language?”
“Translation majiks, a few of use learned from the laser discs of music and the reading materials in your transport.”
“My trucks here?”
“Uhm, yes although it’s really trashed from the battle, but we’ve got in hidden away in the palace warehouses.”
“Oh, cool I’ll have to go see her sometime.”
“I’ll see what we can do.”
“Thank you.”
“It’s fine Wren now sit up…I’m going to work on your injuries.”
I sit up but give him my huh? look.
He touches my bruises with a gentle hand that shines into me with this golden light.
Like an angel.
It feels so good, they fade as do the cuts and scratches on my knuckles just fading under the light of his with this warmth not unlike strong desert sunshine.
It’s a stunning thing to watch them vanish.
To see healing that home people would worship or try to destroy him for if they seen it.
He’s so beautiful in that light too.
His eyes are so exotic…and sad…there’s something in those eyes of Kailynn’s that I recognize, that I know only too well and that’s the loss of someone you loved.
Honestly a guy like him would have effected me before I changed, but seeing what he’s doing to me, for me and how really gentle he is, especially when his powers mend my nose and heal the break like it was never there…I see in his eyes that mix of this caring and really sweet guy and the sad hurt and the compassion of the healer there…in his eyes and in his face…I nearly get lost in…him.

Oh…being a girl…my body has it’s own ideas…I’m very…very but it’s restrained by the hurt there, and for just how much I can feel from Shaya that he’s her hero and a really decent guy…and my love for her.

He’s one in a million like his sister and can see us becoming friends. It already feels like we’re heading that way. We end up smiling at each other

Shaya is looking over the food and the other one smiles at me looking me over intently. He really resembles Kailynn but thinner, less worked. His hair is dark chestnut brown and he has grey eyes. I’m a little uhm put off by him blatantly staring.
“Uhm excuse me uhm sir, guy dude? What are you staring at?”
“You.”
“Why, what’d I do?”
“You’re human.”
“Yeah, and?”
“Fascinating.”
My god he sounds like Mr. Spock. “Really?”
“Oh yes, you see I’ve only ever read about humans in story books and to meet a real live one.”
Shaya smiles and ruffles his hair. “Don’t mind him Wren, He’s one of my other brothers. This is Brennan and he’s going to study you because he’ll want to write about you and he’ll want to interrogate you so he can write a book about you.”
Brennan stares at me the her then me. “I would dearly love a chance to interview you. You’re entire existence proves tons of stories true.”
“Uhm sure?”
Kailynn is up and pouring tea? “That’s less important than Wren’s current troubles.”
Shaya and I both ask in stereo. “What troubles?”
He sips his tea. “Lady Kyte has issued a challenge to Wren to meet her on the court of blades.”
I look at him. “Blades…”
“Sword fighting Erendae.”
Oh shit…