encouraged - and then discouraged - by my dreams
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Okay so last night I had a pair of dreams that were about as opposite as you could get.
In the first one, I was part of a group of people trapped inside a cave complex. I was steady and sure, I gave people jobs to do, and I encouraged everyone.
In short I was the kind of person I wish I was more often in real life.
Then in the second dream, I was at a large gathering. Things were going okay until some of the kids (in the dream I was clearly a kid as well), decided to go inside to play, leaving me outside.
Tears came to my eyes as I realized I was an outsider - not part of the group that had gone inside, but also not part of the group that had remained outside.
So I woke up feeling very sad.
Ah, well.