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not many writing spoons right now
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I haven't had a lot of spoons for writing for a while, mostly due to not being able to get a full night's sleep with my mom having paranoid delusions every night. ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/01 - 11:00am
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dysphoria and guilt
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I'm struggling with dysphoria, and to make it worse, I feel guilty. I'm so much luckier than most trans people, it feels like I'm being ungrateful to struggle ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/08 - 11:58am - 3 comments
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bad morning
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical okay this morning after mom's nightly waking me up thinking Carol has set a fire in her own bedroom to drive my mom out of the house, I laid on the couch and put on a e ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 2:31pm - 2 comments
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need help
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I'm struggling with feeling worthless, almost to the point of feeling suicidal. I honestly don't know if this is PTSD, depression or both, but hugs appreciated ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 5:56pm - 10 comments
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update
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I wanted to give everybody an update, because its been a busy time since I last blogged. First, we have a therapist in our house. My brother and sister in law's cat Bla ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 5:56pm - 3 comments
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my mom's worst night yet
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical my mom had her worst episode yet this morning at 3 AM. She was so convinced that Carol was coming downstairs to throw her out that she barricaded her bedroom door. sighs, I& ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 5:57pm
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huggles needed
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical my mom's nightly struggle with paranoid delusions is killing my spoons. It's been weeks now since I got to sleep through the night without her waking me up saying ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 5:57pm - 10 comments
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new story up
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Authors / Stories / Books / Writing I've got a new story up! https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/87837/superiors-genesis ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 5:57pm
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if you are on Facebook
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical if you are on facebook, check out a group called Affirming Ministries, they have published my story, "Dreams and Truth", and I'm really stoked about it. https ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 5:58pm - 5 comments
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Mom has an assessment on Tuesday
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical Okay so the geriatric clinic got a hold of us, and are coming Tuesday for an in-person assessment on my mom. keep sending hugs. ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/11 - 9:30pm - 1 comment
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The Superiors: Genesis
Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) 500 < Short Story < 7500 words Superheroes Teenage or High School Female to Male The Superiors Posted by author(s) The Superiors- Genesis This is a prequel to my Superior universe stories, telling how it all beg ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/10 - 10:14pm - 11 comments
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the 4 AM curse
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical When I was training to be a Nurse's Aide, one of the things I was taught was that people with dementia often struggle more at night, and during my time in the job, I co ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/14 - 6:45pm - 1 comment
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my mom is starting to have issues in the daytime
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical my mom is starting to hear things during the day, as 3 times today she has thought she heard Mike go up into the crawl space and work on the wiring, as well as her now usual ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/16 - 1:25am - 3 comments
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had a craptastic day
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog So today was a craptastic day. Mom started in on how Carol is spying on her and when I tried to reassure her she basically accused me of lying and conspiring to put her in an insane asylum. then Mike cam ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/18 - 8:07am - 3 comments
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FML
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical my mom is trying to arrange staying at my cousin Terry's place, who has decided to buy into my mom's paranoid delusions. fml ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/19 - 9:02am - 3 comments
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a mixed bag
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical well, I got good news and bad news. the good news is mom finally was able to keep something down, even if it was just a small cup of rice pudding, a liquid yogurt, and 4 spo ...
dorothycolleen - 2020/12/31 - 12:07am - 7 comments
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mom called 911 at 4 AM today
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical So my mom called 911 at 4 AM this morning. But it wasn't all bad, they checked her oxygen levels, her blood sugar levels, and any signs of infection, and all clear. whi ...
dorothycolleen - 2021/01/01 - 2:41am
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Dream of depression
dorothycolleen's blog Author: Dorothy Colleen Caution: CAUTION: Referenced / Discussed Suicide Blog About: Autobiographical Caution: referenced suicide attempt ...
dorothycolleen - 2021/01/01 - 2:41am - 1 comment
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no Christmas story this year
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical I'm afraid I don't have a Christmas story to share this year. sorry everybody ...
dorothycolleen - 2021/01/01 - 2:42am - 3 comments
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My mom is getting worse
Author: Dorothy Colleen dorothycolleen's blog Blog About: Autobiographical My mom's condition is getting worse. she's had 4 or 5 delusional episodes today, thinking Mike was fighting a fire in the roof, and Carol was not letting him come ...
dorothycolleen - 2021/01/01 - 2:42am - 16 comments