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  1. Haunted

    Grief was a resident in my family from before I was born. Both my brother and I were in our own ways haunted by at least 1 ghost even on the day of our respective births. For my brother, that ghost was my mother's first-born, who had died 2 days afte ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:33pm

  2. end to innocence

    My father was in the service, which meant I spent the first 5 years of my life moving from place to place. Its a pity I wasn't a little older, or I might have appreciated that opportunity more. To walk inside the castles of Germany, to see Paris from ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 3 comments

  3. gender confusion

    Maybe I was doomed to be confused about my gender anyway. Or maybe the trauma I had suffered created it. The fact is, I don't know which. I managed to bury the abuse so well, I effectively forgot, except in my nightmares. But by the time I started no ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment

  4. Got me shook

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Voluntary with apoligies to Shawn Desmend Posted by author(s) Being a girl’s (got me shook) Chorus: Being a girl’s got me shook I have come to realize Nor more time fo ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 8:31pm - 3 comments

  5. putting together the pieces

    Well, after my marriage imploded, I was ready to try and find out why I behaved like I did. My first stop in this journey was a christian counsiling center. They promiced a "cure" for gays and Tg, and I was desperate. The consilor was into Jung ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 5 comments

  6. going deep

    By the time I was writing "The saga of E-girl", I was desperate to figure out exactly who and what I was. I realized I had to face fully the demons inside me. That would have been all but impossible, except I was getting support from others. I f ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 3 comments

  7. The talk

    The talk You know, when I started my transition, I swore up and down I was still into girls, and it wasn’t going to change. Then I met Max, and suddenly I found my inner flirt. For example, I know that the boy has a serious foot fetish, and so yesterday w ...

    - 2011/08/04 - 2:33pm - 5 comments

  8. opening up the floor for questions

    Looking at this blog, I realize I have only scimmed the surface, hitting the highlights. But I am not sure where to go from here, so I am leaving what to fill in with you readers. What's missing? What are you curious about? I of course will include a ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment

  9. Behind the scenes

    On most DVDs now, they have some kind of "making of" feature. I wonder, would such a thing about one of my stories be intersting? Well, Let me tell you about the making of "The Saga of E-girl" and you can judge for yourself. When I fir ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment

  10. Dear God

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Short-short < 500 words Mature / Thirty+ prayer Posted by author(s) Dear God Some people claim they know just how to reach you The best way to pray Some say on your knees Some say with your han ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 8:29pm - 13 comments

  11. the talk, behind the scenes

    Well, since people refuse to write this blog for me, I guess I am stuck doing it, giggle. So I wanted to talk about my little piece "The talk" for a second. This one came to me as a, er, erotic dream. Which is weird for me, because normaly I don ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 1 comment

  12. faith

    Well, I would like to take a sec to talk about my faith. I became a Christian at the age of 13, thanks to a Chritian summer camp. That came as a shock to my folks, as my mom was a lapsed Catholic and my stepfather was a atheist. But thanks in part to my b ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm - 5 comments

  13. What does it matter

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Poetry Posted by author(s) WHAT DOES IT MATTER Why do people get vexed If I mess with my sex What does it matter the them A category to peg By what’s ‘tween my legs Wh ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 9:07pm - 4 comments

  14. bladesong

    Dorothy Colleen Younger Audience (g/y) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Non-Transgender Poetry Posted by author(s) BLADESONG Can you hear the blade singing Its sweet song drowning out my fear It sings of our reunion A marriage of edge and skin It promises gentle surr ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 8:27pm - 3 comments

  15. hit the brick wall running

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Poetry Posted by author(s) HIT THE BRICK WALL RUNNING A barrier ‘tween my needs and me A brick wall across the lane Source of my frustration Cause of all my pain (Chor ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 8:33pm - 1 comment

  16. faith, part 2

    I promiced I would write a bit more about my faith. I strongly suspect that my grandmother was the one who convinced my mom to send me to christian camp. But whatever the reason, faith became a big componant in my life. I am not sure I could do justice to ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm

  17. Flinch

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Non-Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Poetry Posted by author(s) FLINCH Be careful how you approach me Sorry if I flinch You see, sometimes When a car backfires Or I receive an unexpected touch Even fr ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 8:30pm - 1 comment

  18. The lost ones

    Dorothy Colleen General Audience (pg) Verse, Poetry, Lyric Non-Transgender Mature / Thirty+ Poetry Posted by author(s) THE LOST ONES The lost ones walk Shadows in the background See them out of the corner of your eye See them at school, church Around the ...

    - 2010/03/14 - 9:01pm - 1 comment

  19. The dead kid

    Dorothy Colleen Younger Audience (g/y) 500 < Short Story < 7500 words Transgender Preteen or Intermediate Posted by author(s) THE DEAD KID The dead kid was late again today, and all the class knew what that meant. When the dead kid first showed up, ...

    - 2011/04/15 - 11:03pm - 19 comments

  20. update

    I thought I would pass on an update for anybody who is following my progress. I am in counsiling with 2 different groups. One is a support group run by my local hospital, and is very general in nature. It covers my job hunt, my gender struggle, and just h ...

    - 2012/11/15 - 8:35pm

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