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Many of us, when they think about it, can relate to stories of being forced to be male. It is a hinge point of many stories here, and it happened to me also, though in retrospect perhaps I was only impersonating one.
Forced Feminization is seen here but mostly in a lighter tone. In Thailand, I met a young woman at the clinic who has been born a boy but was given hormones by her parents beginning around age 4, though I doubt that hormones were her only treatment. In Thailand, "girly boy" did not seem to be a negative term. There used to be a person on this site who lived in Northern Thailand who would know all about this. She would be around 26 now, and when I think of her, I wonder how she is, does she yet live, what she is doing? I think her mom related to me through a translator that her "girly boy" daughter would work in their club. Had they kidnapped her? I understand it is very common there.
The story I am working on now has as one of the main protagonists a child that was kidnapped at age 4 as the son of a sheik and appears around age 14-16 as a woman. I have been strongly advised to have the child to be kidnapped past puberty, but the story does not work that way, and I feel I must honor that young woman I met in Thailand in some small way. To those who will not read such a story, perhaps we will meet in another?
And this brings me to revenge. In the story, her kidnappers are such evil people that they eventually bring about their own demise, and all's right with the world, sort of. Isn't that actually revenge on the part of the author, or is their misfortune simply a matter of natural consequences?
Right now, I am really exploring the idea of being forced to be one thing or the other, and now see that it happens to most of us at various levels throughout our lives. It is very clear to me that I was forced at a very young age to be male, and later was again forced but to be female. My only sorrow in all this is that those that I loved and loved me were hurt so much, and before that happened while I was miserable, I had resolved to finish my life as a male. I know some other people who are female at heart but have "complications" that prevent them from following their desires. For this I am sorry. Is there any justice in the heavens?
Gwen