My purpose in joining Big Closet
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For a while, I have been a reader of some of the stories and writers on this site. I have finally decided to begin writing, in blog form, my thoughts on the issues of TG, because I have a problem...
First, a bit about me: I have been struggling with M2F crossdressing for a while. I am not a transsexual, but simply a crossdresser. While I have an urge to dress in female clothes, I have no desire to become a woman. I am a male, and I love girls. However, the desire to dress as a female for a while has affected me for sometime now.
My use of some words may be confusing. "Affected", "Struggling", and "desire" are not generally used in the way I am using them in this blog post. You see, I want to be a "former" crossdresser. I don't want to be a crossdresser anymore, but the feelings and desires still linger. This probably sounds really strange, on a site like this. I have so many questions and feel so confused, I don't know what to do just yet. I hope that this blog gives me the ability to become myself, and to find out who I really am.
I am looking for discussion from people who have similar feelings, or completely different feelings. I am wanting to challenge ideas, and to see if I can change the views of everyone, LGBT and non. Don't think I hate on any general group, I don't. My best friends are straight, gay, or trans of some sort.
As I continue to write, I hope my blogging abilities, and the ability to express my feelings and thoughts to this world, will improve. I hope to bless people with my writing, and hope to reach out to everyone who is interested.
Thanks for your time reading this!