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Too scandalous to keep secret
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical So, I will admit that this story might be outside the scope of normal practice, but since I am still red faced and hot with embarrassment, I thought some might enjo ...
Gwen Brown - 2015/11/15 - 12:11am - 10 comments
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Girly Winter Shoes
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical One can not always wear stilletos, especially not in the winter. I discovered shoes called Pikolinos that even in size 11 women's still look very girly, and ar ...
Gwen Brown - 2016/01/22 - 12:39am - 5 comments
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Withdrawal struggles
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical This is by no means intended to be enticement by anyone on psych medications to deseat them. Please do not stop taking medications that are working for you. ...
Gwen Brown - 2016/05/11 - 2:05pm - 5 comments
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PTSD very bad...
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Lately I have been shying away from anything violent or depicting violence. It's gotten so bad that even too much tension in a movie or story will cause me to ...
Gwen Brown - 2016/09/13 - 11:13pm - 9 comments
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Exponential loss of coping skills
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Please, no suicide intended. ...
Gwen Brown - 2016/10/30 - 7:58pm - 6 comments
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Terror or Sorrow
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I have a visitor in my house that does not know I am____, and I am not planning to tell on myself. I met this man on Arabnews 11 years ago in a discussion about wom ...
Gwen Brown - 2017/02/26 - 6:11am
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Psychosis
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I do a lot of reading in Anthropology, Astronomy, Psychiatry, Religious History, and other things equally as mind bending. Really focused on where Homo Sapiens came ...
Gwen Brown - 2017/12/08 - 7:18am - 11 comments
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So discouraged
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I'm about as discouraged as I have been in a very long time, and it is arguable that most of what is stressing me is my own damn fault. There are a couple stor ...
Gwen Brown - 2018/03/22 - 4:44pm - 6 comments
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Someone To Just Hold Me
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Read Angela's story about the big juicy Football player and the effeminate boy. Gosh, I hope they get themselves sorted. Somehow the story hooked me into one o ...
Gwen Brown - 2019/01/04 - 12:53am - 1 comment
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Finding Permission to Live.
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Disclaimer: I am not suicidal. Years ago, right after I came out, and went through all that happens to us, I was extremely depressed, and hospitalized several times ...
Gwen Brown - 2019/05/08 - 12:55pm - 11 comments
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Your Heart, See Your Heart.
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Downton Abbey has always seemed far too stern and tacturn for me. I've seen little snippets of it but always backed away to avoid the painful seriousness. For ...
Gwen Brown - 2019/12/17 - 3:51am - 1 comment
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Nez Perce care
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I've followed "Trials and Tribulations of a Girl" for quite a while. A while back, I was talking with the wife of a Nez Perce Native who works here i ...
Gwen Brown - 2020/03/29 - 11:55am
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Completely Despondent
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I am drained, absolutely, but am not going to use the word. Stupidly got myself involved with yet another Mental Health person, and I thought it was going really we ...
Gwen Brown - 2020/05/28 - 7:04am - 5 comments
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Demanding I resume Psychotropic Drugs.
Gwen Brown's blog Author: Gwen Brown Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Into full on whining tonight, sorry. It's been 13 weeks of Quarantine and it seems a bit excessive. If I do go out for groceries, or to take a break, it is str ...
Gwen Brown - 2020/06/14 - 9:44am - 3 comments
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Always A Woman
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical Taxonomy upgrade extras: Not Suicide Much to my astonishment, Storysite.org is still open! I first published there in 2001 or before as Credence Brown. I found one ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/07/11 - 4:35pm - 1 comment
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The PAIN!!!
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical No one to blame here. Just sitting here reading and was suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of grief. No Drama or talk of ending it. Just wanted to say how much it hurts ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/08/14 - 10:15am - 3 comments
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Very Frightened
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I have a Medicare Physical next week where they test my Cognition. I am really frightened, and may cancel it. Gwen ...
Gwen Brown - 2021/11/03 - 10:13am - 6 comments
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Triggered By The Past.
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I saw my non VA Counselor for the last time today, I think. I feel good about it. Later I started to watch some episodes of "Stranger Things", and in one ...
Gwen Brown - 2022/05/27 - 1:52am
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Brain Not Working Well
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical It is becoming more obvious every day that my Brain is drying out like a prune. Not going to use any Medical terms. Don't know how bad it will get, how soon, o ...
Gwen Brown - 2022/09/10 - 8:24pm
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Does Detransitioning mean you were not Transgendered?
Author: Gwen Brown Gwen Brown's blog Caution: CAUTION Blog About: Autobiographical I've felt a bit odd lately and have gone out in full male mode a few times. If my facial structure was more feminine, I could look like a Butch Dyke, pardon me ...
Gwen Brown - 2023/03/26 - 4:19pm - 10 comments