Since arriving here, I have to tell you that I am one happy tomboy! I really have to admit that the fact that I actually have had people reading what I've written (as well as that which my friend Koz has allowed me to share) has really gotten my juices flowing in the mental and, pardon me, physical sense. (with apologies for the not so subtle joke there).

Sparky and I have been all over the internet in an efforts to find others like us. It has been a disappointing exercise. Contrary to what you might perceive we are two very normal people. (Yeah right -- two normal people with vaginas who like dress like guys and wear fake penises and have a fetish for men's underwear and gay guys). Actually, uncontrary to what to the public sees, we like present as two clean-cut guys. In fact, both of us are even devoutly Christian! Yet it always seemed that wherever we attempted to fit in, we where somewhat ignored because we didn't wear an FTM uniform of uber-masculinity coupled with peircing and tattoos. This is somewhat understood because we are not seeking surgery, but rather just prefer to crossdress. That came complete with its own set of complexities, as in CD circles, we don't really exist, an FTM crossdresser being as mythical as Big Foot. Plus on every CD site we got a bit tired of everything being "Hi Girls!" and "Oh Ladies, I just got a new dress". You folks seem to accept me as the boy I am.

And then I came here and you folks have welcomed me with open arms. You've listened (or read as the case may be) when I have written about what gets us going. It has been really great to be able to say that FTM crossdressing is just thrilling for us as it is for those of you on the other side. Even cooler is that the folks accepted that and let our fiction (and non-fiction as our blog entries may be) co-exist side by side! And as Sally Filed said at the Oscars once -- you like me -- you really like me!

I honestly haven't written anything in about a year. But, this welcome has given me the jab I need to write the Cindy Masters stories. At this point, I have no idea where her first case will take her -- she is driving. But I can tell you that I am having a hell of a fun time writing it as I skive off work --- and I hope that you are enjoying reading it too!

And for all of the above -- I say thank you!

Staying strapped and briefed for you!

Trap (and Sparky too!)