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When I usually talk about my negative self talk, aka "Mr. Nasty", its a "tape" of my various failures.
But sometimes, I get a "tape" that's much, much worse.
This "tape" is connected to my rapes, and the word it uses to describe me isn't "failure".
It's "Evil".
The reason I'm bringing it up now is that I spent most of last night trying to fight off that "tape".
So I think Team Dorothy to come to my rescue again.
Send words of encouragement, praise, or just send a hug if you can.
Thank you in advance.
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Hugs
I have a big supply right now, cause I spent the afternoon watching Disney+ Pixar shorts.
Tons of Hugs for Dot,
Erin
= Give everyone the benefit of the doubt because certainty is a fragile thing that can be shattered by one overlooked fact.
thank you, Erin
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Alwas have a hug for you,
Hugs!
Rosemary
thanks, Rose
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My dear Dorothy,
The victim is never evil. Evil is done to the victim.
You have come to aline yourself with God. You are active in your church. Remember, you're a child if the King of kings, an heir, and co-heir with Christ.
Hugs3
Hugs
Patricia
Happiness is being all dressed up and HAVING some place to go.
Semper in femineo gerunt
thank you, Patricia
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The evil that men do lives after them
Your description of your battle made me imagine something like a retrovirus of the spirit, that your rapist gave you and you get to live with (I don't know if that would make him a carrier or it brewed up inside him, physical analogies for intangible things aren't always exact). And I don't know if telling these nasty voices "You're just a symptom" would help, but that's how I see them, but so much worse than- Well, say hives; which I hear is no picnic. Because the notion that you're somehow evil and need to be punished is so grotesquley undeserved it makes my heart ache; And I hope these hugs I'm sending your way will help. You deserve good things and good feelings + should never have had to pay like this for what the REAL evil person did to you! So...
~HUGS! Veronica
And remember...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifLqzLEB3E0
thanks, Veronica
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Kitty hugs and snuggles
You know that I'll always have your back if you need me, Dot. I've dealt with similar tapes myself, but that's why we all have each other for support. You'll get through this, because you're too strong to let this beat you and you have all of us standing there in your corner and ready to back you.
*big kitty hugs and snuggles*
Amethyst
Don't take me too seriously. I'm just kitten around. :3
thanks so much, Amethyst
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