Dysphoria
(With apologies to Rhianna)
What’s wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I’m going crazy now ...
Want to give up the mask
(don’t how to get started)
Not sure I’m up to the task
(how how to talk about it)
Always hiding in my head
(tired of thinking about it)
Feels like I’m going insane ...yeah
It’s a pain in the night and it grabs me
Creeps up inside and consumes me
A hole in my heart and it breaks me
Where can I find comfort?
Time to break out
Or sit back and wonder
Can I pay the price
Or will I just go under ?
Always think twice
And start to flounder
So though I might falter
It’s time ...
My mind is in dysphoria
It’s like nothing feels right
Dysphoria
I’m scaring me tonight
My mind is in dysphoria
Not as brave as I’d like
Dysphoria
(bum bum be-dum bum de dum bum) (x4)
Pictures of me when I was small
Feels like they’re mocking me
Disconnected from my soul
Forgotten how to sing
I gotta get out, or figure this stuff out
I could use some comfort - oh
It’s a pain in the night and it grabs me
Creeps up inside and consumes me
A hole in my heart and it breaks me
I feel like a monster
Time to break out
Or sit back and wonder
Can I pay the price
Or will I just go under ?
No time to think twice
My course is set I can’t falter
Cause if i stop now, I will die
My mind is in dysphoria
It’s like nothing feels right
Dysphoria
I’m scaring me tonight
Dysphoria
My mind is in dysphoria
Not as brave as I’d like
Dysphoria
Can I get out of this mess I’m in
Trying my best but strugglin’
But its time for me to go-o-o
I think I’m gonna
Time to break out
Or sit back and wonder
Can I pay the price
Or will I just go under ?
No time to think twice
Or I might start to falter
So even if I stumble, it’s time ...
No more dysphoria
Time to step into the light
Dysphoria
Even though I’m scared I’m gonna try
Cant take the dysphoria
So no matter what you like
Dysphoria
Time is now, here I go ...
End