There was a wishing well in the park down the road where Peter lived and he would go there after school every afternoon on his way home. He always made sure he had some coins in his pocket because nothing happened till he dropped a coin into the well and heard it splash into the water that seemed to be a long way down. Only when he heard the coin hit the water did he close his eyes and make his favourite wish, which was of course - you guessed it - being a girl instead of a fifteen year old boy.
There was a wishing well in the park down the road where Peter lived and he would go there after school every afternoon on his way home. He always made sure he had some coins in his pocket because nothing happened till he dropped a coin into the well and heard it splash into the water that seemed to be a long way down. Only when he heard the coin hit the water did he close his eyes and make his favourite wish, which was of course - you guessed it - being a girl instead of a fifteen year old boy.
There was a wishing well in the park down the road where Peter lived and he would go there after school every afternoon on his way home. He always made sure he had some coins in his pocket because nothing happened till he dropped a coin into the well and heard it splash into the water that seemed to be a long way down. Only when he heard the coin hit the water did he close his eyes and make his favourite wish, which was of course - you guessed it - being a girl instead of a fifteen year old boy. He lived with his Mum in a council flat. His Dad died a year ago from lung cancer from smoking two packs of cigarettes a day and always was going to give it up but just couldn’t quite do it. Peter loved his Dad and it was a sad day when they buried him, but life goes on and he and his Mum had to survive without the bread-winner of the family.
His Mum was Beth Allback. Her maiden name was Allbright which was always a running joke when people wanted to have a bit of fun, and when they greeted her they would say, “And how is the allbright Beth Allback today?”
It wore a bit thin after a while and she would reply, “Pretty bright thank you.”
Peter was of very slight build and his voice is still in the high range and if you weren’t looking when he spoke you would swear it was a girl speaking but that didn't worry Peter because as far as he was concerned he wanted to be a girl and if his voice stayed that way it was par for the course. Beth was a loving Mum and had a fair idea that Peter was different than other boys his age and decided a long time ago that love is all that counts and she would support her child in whatever came along in life.
Peter's dad was also convinced his son was different, and before he died he had thought of making an appointment for him to see what was going on with his very effeminate son. He was a real gentle soul and if his son was different it made no difference to the love he felt for him, but of course it was all cut short by his untimely death. Peter cried for days after the funeral and he had to take a whole week off from school. Beth was almost as bad and they sat and cried together till the tears would come no more.
That was twelve months ago and time had healed it somewhat. Beth had to go to work after David died and it was a bit hard to get back into the swing of things because she had put all her energy into looking after her husband and son. Now it was time to support her child and she went back to nursing at the local hospital. She was also doing a refresher course at uni part time in correspondence at night so she didn't lose any time at work and hours paid.
Peter wasn't a brilliant student by any means but got by just the same. He wasn't interested in sports but liked to do drama and acting so he joined the acting and arts class. The teachers welcomed him with open arms because it was hard to get any boys to join. There were twenty kids in the class and out of the twenty there were only six boys, so when Peter came along it opened up more possibilities in the plays that they could produce. Mind you all the other boy's weren’t much more he-men than Peter. Drama class didn't attract too many football players after all.
It was Sunday afternoon and Beth had to work a weekend shift so she wouldn't be home till after eight o’clock, so Peter had to look after himself as far as his dinner was concerned. It was three in the afternoon and he had done his homework yesterday so he was free to go and do his favourite thing and go down the road to the park that had a wishing well where he could dream of being a girl when he dropped a coin into it. He didn't know how but when he did that and closed his eyes he could see a different world to the one he lived in. He knew it was only wishful thinking but it was his escape into the world of make- believe and while he kept his eyes closed it felt real to him.
The park wasn't at all well kept so there was never anyone else around when he indulged in his daydream and was never disturbed. It was as if the ''wishing well'' was put there just for him to enjoy. Peter walked down the road to the park and the well, took his coin out of his pocket and dropped it in the well and closed his eyes and went into his daydream. The thing is this time it felt different. He opened his eyes and looked down at himself, but he was not in his boy's clothes any more but dressed in a dress, and wearing Mary Jane shoes and white tights. His hair felt different as well because it was a lot longer than a few minutes ago. He closed and opened his eyes again, and he was still in the dress and was starting to panic when he heard a voice come from the bottom of the well.
Now Peter was scared and said, “Who are you and what are you doing at the bottom of the well? It is full of water down there.”
The answer came in a very soft feminine voice. “Petrina, you are the one that has allowed me to talk to humans when you kept dropping coins in to this wishing well.”
Peter was having none of that and said, “Ok who put a speaker down the well?”
The soft voice replied, “Petrina, I am an angel spirit and the one that has been listening to your dreams and your wish to be a girl.”
Peter said, “But you can't listen to someone else’s dream!! That doesn't make any sense, and why are you calling me Petrina?.”
The spirit angel replied, “Well I can hardly call a fifteen year old girl Peter now can I?”
“But I’m not a girl, I certainly want to be one but it doesn’t happen by magic and it takes a long time and all sorts of surgery to achieve it.” Peter was now getting quite scared that this invisible voice coming from the depths of the wishing well was real. He put his hands up and felt his now long hair and as he did this his arms brushed against his breasts. It was then that it hit home that what he had been wishing for had actually happened.
He thought, 'What the hell do I do now? I can't just go home and say 'Hi Mum, by the way you have a daughter now and her name is Petrina.''
The angel could read his thoughts and she said. “Ok, for the moment I will change you back but if you insist on tossing coins into this well and wishing you were a girl it will become permanent and I will not be able to change you back.”
Peter looked down at himself and saw that he was back to being a boy. He looked in the well and said, “Spirit Angel can I see you or is that not possible?”
The spirit appeared sitting on the rim of the well as soon as he asked that question and said “Peter I will let you see me because it was you that has made it possible for me to come to the earth’s spiritual dimensions and it is only you that will ever be able to see me. Others can hear me but not see me.”
Peter replied, “Like a personal spirit guide, -that’s cool. Wow you are really pretty, what’s you name?”
“In the spirit world I am known as ''Samandiriel '' but you can call me Sam if you like.”
Samandiriel is the angel of ''imagination'', This divine being is an angel who holds domain over imagination, to visualise, thus transforming our own lives and the world around us.
SALAMANDIRIEL
Peter replied, “ Ok Sam I really do want to be a girl, but I will have to convince my mother that it is a good thing, and than there is all the trouble of going to school as a girl. How will I explain what has happened to me?”
Sam the angel replied, “You leave that part up to me. I will be by your side as you will have to change gradually. It will take a little while for people to accept the new you.”
Peter said, “What about that name you keep calling me, do I get a choice on what my new girl name will be?”
“No, that is your spiritually appointed name and it cannot be changed so you had better get used to it. It is a pretty name and it suits you when your are in your girl body.”
Peter thought, “Boy she sure is bossy, but I better go along with this if I’m going to get my wish to become a girl.”
Sam said, “Now don’t forget I can hear all your thoughts, but I am not allowed to change what you think. Please be nice and we will get along just fine.”
Peter asked, “Can I always see you when we talk?”
“No, if you are in company and in conversation with a person it will be too distracting for you, so I will be in your mind and talk to you that way and you can then talk back to me in thought also. That way no-one will know what is happening.”
Peter said, “Sam have you always been there waiting for me to come along?”
“Well yes, and there are others as well, but at this time it is you that I will be beside till you have become who you were meant to be,”
“So why was I not born a girl in the first place?”
“Peter I cannot tell you that, except that I am here for you now, so stop worrying about the past and lets just think about getting things right from now on.”
It was getting late in the afternoon and the sun was sinking on the horizon so Peter said, “Sam I think I had better head for home before it is dark.”
Sam replied, “Ok, lets go.”
Peter said “Are you coming home with me? I though that you would have to stay in the well.”
“No Peter,pay attention!! I told you I will be by your side from now on so you had better get used to me being around.”
Peter replied, “This is going to be so cool having my very own Spirit Angel with me to become a girl, I can't wait to tell Mum what has happened.”
Sam said, “Peter I will help you with that. I will let myself be known to her very gently so she will be able to understand what is going to happen to you and her as well.”
Peter said. “Can you call me Petrina now when you talk to me so I can get used to my girl name at least in private?”
The angel smiled at that and replied, “See Petrina my presence is already making you feel like a girl. But seeing that you can call me Sam, can I call you Trina?”
Peter replied, “Wow I like that even more, yes please.”
“Ok Trina it is then.” said the smiling Angel.
Trina and her angel friend started to head for Trina’s home two streets away and they chatted in thought mode while in public so no-one noticed what was going on, not that there was any one else around at the moment. They arrived at the front door of Trina's house and just as Trina was about to put the key into door it opened up by itself. Trina was a bit startled at first but than realised that Sam was showing off and said so in her mind.
Sam answered, “A girl can have a bit of fun can't she?”
Trina rolled her eyes and walked through the open door to see that Sam was now visible again seeing that no one else was around.
Trina said Sam, “Is there any way once Mum knows about you that she will be able to visualise you as well as me?”
Sam replied,”Well we will have to wait and see just how receptive your mum is in a spirit sense won't we?”
Trina said, “Well I have to get some dinner on the go so when Mum comes home she will have something to eat before I start telling her what has happened today.”
Sam replied, “You go ahead and I will watch and learn something about what it is like to be a human being.”
Trina made up a salad and opened up a tin of tuna and set the table for two and dished up the plates but put cling wrap over them to keep them fresh. She always waited for her mum to come home so they could eat together.
Trina looked at Sam sitting on the work bench of the kitchen and said, “Would you like me to get another plate for you?”
The angel giggled and said, “No Trina, thanks all the same. We angels have not got a need to eat, that is for humans to do. Spirits are of a celestial origin and do not need any such thing as food.”
Trina replied, “Well you don’t know what you are missing out on, food can be heavenly as well.”
They chatted till Trina's Mum came through the door and said, “Peter do you have a friend over? I heard voices as I came in and laughing that sounded like a girl.”
The boy Peter replied, “Well mum once we have had our meal I will tell you all about what has been happening to me this afternoon at the wishing well down at the park.”
Peter and his Mum never spoke much while they ate but once they were finished Peter said, “Mum I will make a cup of tea for us both and than I will tell you something that you may or may not believe.” They both moved into the lounge and sat down with their cups of tea placed on the low little coffee table.
Beth said, “Ok Peter what have you been up to that had to wait till we are sitting down in the lounge?”
Peter replied, “Well Mum I don’t quite know how to put this, but I have always felt like a girl inside and I just didn't want to upset anyone so I just kept it to my self. I have been going down the road to that park where there is a wishing well, and I have been dropping a coin into it and then praying and wishing I would be magically turned into a girl.”
Beth said, “Peter I know about you feeling like a girl. Your father and I spoke at length about it but he died before we could take you to a doctor to find out what was going on with you.”
Peter said, “Mum I wished you had told me that you knew it would have made my life a lot easier.”
“Well Peter I’m telling you now.”
Peter than told Beth all that had happened over the last couple of months and especially what happened that day.
Beth said, “Peter I think you are fantasising. These thing don’t happen in real life.”
Peter replied, “Mum if I can give you some proof, will you think about it again?”
Beth said, “Peter I will take you to a clinic to see what can be done but you mustn't believe in magic it is not real.”
“But Mum Samandiriel is real. She is an angel and I can prove it if you want?”
“Ok Peter I’m listening how are you going to prove to me that angels are real.”
Peter said, “Mum you will be able to hear her but I can see her as well so don’t be scared when I start talking to her because she is with us at the moment and sitting right next to me right now.”
Sam said very gently, “Beth, I am as real as you, only I’m in the spirit world and and angel that is going to help Peter become the girl she is supposed to be.”
Beth just sat there with her mouth open and said, “Can I talk back to you?”
Sam replied, “Yes I can communicate with you on two levels, you can think talk as well.”
Beth just looked at Peter and said “This is incredible Peter, how long has this been going on?”
Peter replied, “I have been going to the well for months but today is the first time the Sam has spoken to me.”
Beth drank some of her tea and sat there and let it sink in.
Sam and Trina were chatting away when Beth said, “Hey I can hear all that, this is going to be fun.”
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Beth just sat there with her mouth open and said, “Can I talk back to you?”
Sam replied, “Yes I can communicate with you on two levels, you can think talk as well.”
Beth Just looked at Peter and said “This is incredible Peter, how long has this been going on?”
Peter replied, “I have been going to the well for months but today is the first time that Sam has spoken to me.”
Beth drank some of her tea and sat there and let it sink in.
Sam and Trina were chatting away when Beth said, “Hey I can hear all that, this is going to be fun.”
Peter and his Mum talked well into the night and at the end Beth was calling her sonTrina and using female pronouns so it was sinking in that she had a daughter and not a son and would have to do something about the way they lived their lives.
Peter/Trina asked the angel if all she had to do was use her magic and it would turn her into a girl completely? The angel ''Samandiriel '' replied that what she did at the well was only in her mind and that Trina would have to go through all the procedures as a normal human, but that she Sam, would be there to influence the people that she had to deal with.
Trina had had to go back to school as Peter but her Mum had made the all important appointment at a gender clinic a week later. Trina was still confused about how the spirit angel could have turned her into a girl completely dressed with long hair and all and then told her she would have to do everything the hard way anyway. The angel had to explain that there is no such thing as magic but post hypnotic suggestion and angels can only guide people into doing things but it is still up to the people themselves to make it happen. Trina finally accepted that the angel could only put suggestions into people's minds but she herself would have to make sure she got what she wanted.
Over the next week Trina went to the wishing well and asked Sam to make her into the girl the same way that she did the first time, and Sam obliged but it was only at the well that this happened so Trina spent an hour every afternoon talking to the angel as a girl complete, till she had to head for home. To any onlooker there was a boy sitting on the side of the well that seemed to be reciting some poetry to himself.
The appointment was on Friday afternoon after school and Beth picked her daughter up from school. Of course she was dressed as Peter and said to her Mum, “Can we go home first so I can change into something more androgynous?” Beth replied, Honey I have already thought of that and brought your girl jeans and and a pink blouse that I picked up today and we will stop at the mall down the road from the clinic so you can change in the toilets there. Once they got to the toilets Beth grabbed Trina by the hand and went straight into the ladies rest room and into a disability cubicle that had more room and locked the door behind them.
Beth produced the jeans and top from the bag she was carrying which was bigger than the one she normally used. She told Trina to strip of all her boy things, undies and all. Trina complied without thinking about it because she had nothing that her mum hadn't seen many times before. Trina stood there completely naked and waited for Beth to pull all the things out of the carry bag. Beth handed Trina a pair of pink panties and a girl vest to put on when Trina put on all the other feminine clothes.
All that remained to be done was her hair. It was long enough to put in a high pony tail.
Beth then produced a couple of clip-on ear rings and said “Ok Trina lets see what you look like. Oh I almost forgot, a little bit of pink lip gloss will finish the look.”
Trina looked at herself in the mirror and said, “Sam if you are there what do you think?”
Sam was there and said in both Trina’s and Beth’s mind, “Trina that is almost better than I can do.” That got both mum and daughter giggling and Beth said, “Sam will you be with us when we see the doctor in a few minutes?”
Sam replied, “That’s what I’m here for Beth, so lets do it shall we?!!!”
Beth put all of Trina's boy clothes in her carry bag and to all intents and purposes it was a mother and daughter that left the mall to go to the clinic just around the corner. They arrived at the clinic right on time and went to the reception desk to give their name to an older lady behind the desk.
The lady looked up and said, “Mrs Allback and child, please take a seat, the doctor will be with you directly.” She used no pronouns as far as Trina was concerned which must be policy so not to offend any one by mistake.
It wasn't long before a man came out of his office and said. “Ok I’m ready to see my next patient Lizzy.”
Mother and daughter walked into the doctor's surgery and were asked to take a seat. The doctor said “I'm Doctor David Bronsen and I take it that this is the young person in question?”
Beth replied, “Yes this is my child and she is here to be assessed for gender dysphoria.”
The doctor replied, “Quite so.” looking straight into Trina’s big blue eyes and giving her a big welcoming smile, which put Trina at ease immediately.
The doctor said, “Right lets start at the beginning shall we young lady?”
It was the first time that the female pronoun was used and it felt like Trina had made enough of an effort to be recognised as a girl. The doctor went into all sorts of questions and when he was done he said “Ok blood tests are in order.” so he asked a nurse to come and take the samples to be sent to his own lab in the same building.
It was Friday afternoon and the results wouldn't be available till lunch time on Monday so Beth had to make another appointment for Monday afternoon, again after school so Trina wouldn't miss any school time.
Trina didn't care that much about school. For her it was just something one had to suffer before you could get a bit older and start work and earn some money. They said goodbye to Doctor Bronsen and made their way home by way of the mall which was open till nine o'clock at night, and seeing that Trina had never been shopping as a girl Beth decided to take her new daughter into some dress shops and give her a taste of what she is in for when she shopped as a girl.
Trina was still a bit apprehensive about being seen by kids from school at the mall because she still had to present as a boy while at school and she didn't want to have any trouble there. This is when Sam the angel communicated to her that she would sort out any problem with kids from school or anyone else for that matter.
Just how she was going to do that was mystery to Trina but she shrugged her shoulders and said to Beth, “If I’m going to do this I had better trust my Guardian Angel hadn't I Mummy?”
Beth looked at her daughter and had moist eyes when she realised what Trina had just said, but didn't comment but said “Yes darling, that is a good idea. Now lets just get on with some shopping so we can go home and have a cooked meal. I don’t fancy take away do you?”
“No Mummy, sorry Mum that just slipped out.”
“Darling it's ok for a girl your age to still call her mother Mummy so please keep on doing it if it feels right, I don't mind.”
“Ok Mummy, it does feel right. What are we going to buy me tonight?”
Beth replied, “Well dear I think we'll start with some sleepwear don’t you? Also some more underwear for a start and than see what else you need in next couple of days. There are some things of mine that will fit you. I didn't realise before but you and I are the same size apart from in the chest area.”
Trina didn't mind one bit that Beth was going to go through her clothes to hand some of them down to her because she always envied the clothes that her mother wore and wished it was her that was doing the wearing. Now she was going to get that chance. They bought two nighties some tights and some more panties. The bras had to wait till she could be measured for a training bra the right size. Once they were finished they made there way out of the mall and it was dark outside so Beth decided not to risk the bus and went straight to a taxi rank that was situated just outside of the Mall.
The taxi ride home didn't take very long because it went a different way than the bus takes and they were home within ten minutes. Beth asked Trina to peel the potatoes and carrots and put them on to boil while she prepared the meat for the griller. Half an hour later they were sitting down to a tasty home-cooked meal.
Trina didn't have any homework so she got up, cleared the table and did the washing up. Beth grabbed a tea towel and did the drying and putting away. The two of them seemed to be content to both hum the same tune while this was going on.
Once finished they both sat down in the lounge to talk about what the future would hold for them as mother and daughter.
Trina said, “Mummy would you like a cup of hot chocolate?”
“Yes Darling I would, thank you.”
Trina said, “Ok won't be long Mummy.”
While Trina was making the hot chocolate drinks in the kitchen Sam the angel was in Beth’s mind and said, “Elizabeth, Petrina is going to get very emotional in the next few weeks and you will have to keep an eye on her when the hormones start to kick in. She will be all over the place. Changing from testosterone to oestrogen will do funny things to her mind.
Beth replied in her thoughts, “Sam how come you know all these things anyway?”
The angel replied, “We angels know all there is to know about human life and are here on earth to help people like Petrina on her way.”
Trina came back with the drinks and mother and daughter started to bond and talked well into the night till it was time to go to bed.
Beth said “Trina go and get the shopping bags and get out the nighties we bought tonight at the mall.” Trina didn't have to be asked twice and pulled the items out of the shopping bags. Both nighties were pink and very feminine with lots of frills and lace work.
Beth said, “Trina just keep your panties on and slip the nightie over your head.”
When Trina felt the silky smooth material touch her body she shuddered with excitement and said “Ooo — that feels really nice. Thank you Mummy for buying these.”
Beth replied, “Darling this is only the start . We will have to get you a whole new wardrobe in the next few weeks and I am just as excited as you are.”
“Mummy how am I going to deal with school?”
“Well lets just wait till we talk to Doctor Bronsen on Monday afternoon. I think he will have more of an idea of what the procedures are for dealing with schools and other legal matters.”
“Legal matters!!! Will I have to go to court in front of a judge?”
“I shouldn't think so but lets not panic just yet.”
Trina was getting worried and Sam her angel had to get into her mind and said, “Trina close your eyes and you will see and hear me.”
Trina did as she was told by her guardian angel and closed her eyes to see the beautiful angel in front of her.
Sam said, “Trina remember what I told you about me being right beside you. Well I was telling you the truth, so I want you to be calm and not think about any problems. It is my job to smooth things out for you, so now go to your bed and have a good nights sleep”
Trina couldn't remember how she got into bed but she woke up in the morning very relaxed and calm as if someone had given her a sedative the night before.
Beth came into the room and said, “Good morning sweetheart, did you sleep well?”
“Mummy I can't remember going to bed last night, did you carry me in?”
Beth replied, “Something like that but I didn't have to carry you. An angel doesn’t need to lift anything it just happens.”
“Mummy no-one is ever going to believe us about Samandiriel are they?”
Beth replied, “No-one needs to know do they?”
“No I guess not.”
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Trina couldn't remember how she got into bed but she woke up in the morning very relaxed and calm as if someone had given her a sedative the night before.
Beth came into the room and said, “Good morning sweetheart, did you sleep well?”
“Mummy I can't remember going to bed last night, did you carry me in?”
Beth replied, “Something like that but I didn't have to carry you. An angel doesn’t need to lift anything it just happens.”
“Mummy no-one is ever going to believe us about Samandiriel are they?”
Beth replied, “No-one needs to know do they?”
“No I guess not.”
It was Saturday and Trina could relax until Monday morning when she had to go back to school in boy mode. She was beginning to worry about what would happen when she changed her look.
Sam the angel could sense the tension in Trina and knew that she would have to calm her down so she got into her mind once more and said to Trina in her mind at first, “Trina I want you to go out into the back garden where it is private and you cannot be observed by anyone.” Beth could also hear what was going on because she was also getting worried about Trina and her anxiety.
Trina did as she was asked and went out the back and sat on the love seat under the leafy oak tree, She was wearing girl jeans and a pink blouse and let her hair fall free as it felt more feminine like that. Only she could see the angel, but out here in the garden it didn't matter if it looked like she was talking to herself. Beth knew what was happening and if she wanted to could have listened in, but she left the pair alone. Samandiriel spoke softly and it had a calming effect on Trina as she looked at the beautiful angel sitting next to her on the love seat.
Trina said, “Sam I am really worried about going to school when I start changing my appearance.”
Sam replied, “Petrina you will do it so gradually that no one will really know it is happening. There are many students that look androgynous at your age and I can guarantee that there are a lot more girls like you at your school that no-one knows about.”
Trina looked at the angel and said, “Who are they? Do I know any of them?”
The angel hesitated for a moment and replied, “Well yes there are two more just like you, and yes you have met them on the play ground.”
Trina couldn't believe her ears and replied, “Who are they?”
Sam said, “Think about who you talk with when you are having lunch and also when you're in the library trying to be inconspicuous.” Trina thought about who Sam was talking about and it was like a light bulb coming on. She looked at Sam with wide eyes. Sam just looked back and nodded her head.
Trina said, “No way.”
Sam replied, “Yes way!”
Trina thought about it some more and said, “Sam I have known Jill and Marie for about six months and they have always been girls.”
The angel replied, “Well Trina so have you, but you were given the wrong body at birth and it was the same with your little friends.”
Trina was now confused. She thought, “How on earth could I have been friends all this time with them and they didn't say anything to me? They know I am different.”
Sam could hear Trina's thoughts and said to her, “They do know you are different but it is hard to tell how someone will react if you ask them about such personal things.”
Trina then asked the angel if she had something to do with Jill and Marie the same way she was helping her.
Sam replied, “Trina this is what we spirit angels do. We help humans achieve things that they would not be able to accomplish without some help from us in the spirit world” Beth looked out the kitchen window and could see her daughter expressing herself with her hands like any normal girl would do, but if any one could see her it would look like she was practising her lines for a school play or some such thing, which of course she was in but as a boy.
Trina was getting hungry and told her guardian angel she was feeling much better after their little chat and got up of the seat to go inside. Beth had baked a cake in the time that her daughter was being consoled by the angel, and had the cake, tea and coffee all ready in the lounge room on the coffee table.
Trina said, “Mum I have something to tell you about Jill and Marie,”
“Yes I know dear, I was tuned in to your angel. I couldn't see her but I heard every word that she said to you.”
“Did you hear me too?”
“No dear but I could see you waving you arms about as you were talking, very girly I must say!!!” Trina blushed at that and put her hands up to her face as if to hide the redness of the blush which made Beth giggle and say, “Darling you're going to make one cute girl”
As it was the weekend Trina said, “Mum I have Jill's and Marie's phone numbers, do you think it would be ok if I were to ask them to come over to practice the lines for the school play?”
“Trina I know what’s in the back of your mind and I don’t know if it such a good idea to push things too fast.”
“But Mum, Sam said they know I am different, so it's not as though it will shock them to know that I am like them is it!!?
“As long as their mums agree than I suppose it will be alright but I don’t want you to get upset if things don’t turn out the way they should ok?”
“Yes Mum thanks.”
Trina/Peter phoned his friends in boy mode and asked them if they wanted to come over for the afternoon to go through the lines of the school play with him and they both agreed to come for the afternoon and get their mums to drop them off at his house. Beth was a bit worried because although she knew about the two girls being transgendered they don’t know that she and Peter knew about them from the spirit angel.
It was just after lunch when both mothers turned up almost at the same time. Peter had changed to boy mode for the time being while he worked out how he was going to tell his transgendered friends about what had happened in the last couple of weeks. Beth invited the Mums in to have a cup of tea before they left their girls at her house. Jill, Marie, and Peter all went out into the garden, and all three sat on the love seat which was a swing type. They gently swung it back and forth while they started to talk about the school play, but something happened and Samandiriel was in all three girls minds. Yes they were all girls as far as the angel was concerned and she was going to make sure that Jill and Marie knew that their school friend Peter was in fact like them. It was almost like she reprogrammed their brains and within minutes of them talking they were calling their friend Trina as if they had always known her by that name.
Beth was inside talking with the two mothers when all three girls came in and said they were going to go to Trina’s bedroom to see her new skirts and get her to change into them. The two mothers Gabby and Jemma looked at Beth and asked her what was going on with her son. Beth said she would just get the letter she got from Doctor Bronsen to explain what was going on.
Gabby said, “Doctor Bronsen, that's the doctor at the gender clinic Beth.”
Beth replied, “Well by the sound of that you already know what I am about to tell you about my child, the friend of your transgendered daughters.” She wasn't going to beat around the bush and just came straight out with the truth that she knew about Jill and Marie being transgendered.
Meanwhile three fifteen year old girls were in a bedroom giggling and trying on each others clothes. It didn't seem to matter what they had between their legs. As far as they were concerned it was nothing more than a little birth defect. All three girls now in skirts and blouses and some make-up on came down the stairs giggling and sat down with their mothers as if nothing was amiss, and of course it wasn't, was it?''
The mothers read the letter Beth produced and confirmed it was the same as the one they had for their daughters, so they got up and said goodbye to their girls and told them they would pick them up in the morning.
The girls looked at each other and all three said together, “In the morning?”
Beth than said, “Yes girls you are going to have a sleep-over unless you don't want to!!”
Three girls all squealed in delight and all started talking at once when Beth said, “Before you all get carried away, there are two of you that haven't got any sleepwear with them so what do you suggest we do about that girls?” The three of them looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders as if it didn't matter. The two other Mothers were about to leave but before they did told their daughters that they gave Beth enough money to take them to the mall and buy them a nightie each. ''Squeals'' again and the women said goodbye to their daughters.
It was getting close to lunch time and Beth decide to take the three girls to the mall and have lunch there before they went to the shops to buy their nighties. Of course it was fast food but Beth decided to just let them have a good time and for once not worry about the junk food that the three girls were devouring. While they were all sitting down together Samandiriel got into their brain and said that once the weekend was over they had to accept that Trina had to go back to school as a boy for a little while till things could be sorted out with a doctor, and the school be informed just like had happened to Jill and Marie when they first started to transition. They all nodded and it looked quite strange for them to be nodding at nothing, but no-one took any notice. Once they finished the meal they left to go and look for nighties for all three of them because Beth wanted to buy one for her new daughter as well.
Trina was a bit apprehensive about being seen by any of the kids from her school but seeing she was with Jill and Marie no one even noticed her, and why would they? She was a very pretty fifteen year old girl shopping with her best friends. Beth let them choose their nighties and as it worked out all three wanted the same colour and design. Beth asked if they were sure because girls like to wear different things than their friends but their minds were made up and the nighties were paid for and they were on the way home.
They arrived back at Trina's house all excited and all they wanted to do was go and try on their new nighties but it was only early afternoon so Beth said “Girls you have all night to wear those, so how abut you just watch some telly or do a board game or better still practice the lines in your school play?”
In the end the girls thought that practising the lines for the play was not really good because Trina had lines for a boy in the play and this weekend was girl time only.
Trina said, “How about I show you where I first made contact with our spirit angel?”
Jill and Marie replied, “We had a dream and it went from there for the both of us and that was about twelve months ago. Once we were diagnosed with gender dysphoria we were allowed to dress as girls and the school was ok with it because the law states they cannot discriminate against different gendered students, as long as they are see a therapist and don’t swap and change once the transition starts.
Trina replied, “Does that mean after I see Doctor Bronsen on Monday I can come to school dressed as a girl?”
Jill said. “Well I think you will have to show the principal all the relevant paper work first, but after that, yeah I guess so.”
Trina said, “I wonder if I should just dress as a girl on Monday morning anyway?”
Marie replied, “No Trina, don’t do that or they might get cranky because you are just doing it to be smart. Just show the principal the letter and make sure your Mum comes in with you. That way there are witnesses to make sure everything is done properly.
The three girls walked down the couple of streets to the park where the wishing well was and they sat down on the edge of the well and Trina said, “Ok I have three coins.” She gave the other two a coin each and said, “Close your eyes and drop the coins in the well and call Samandiriel to appear before us.”
They all dropped their coins in the well and said, in unison, “Angel please appear.” Sam the angel played along with the game the girls were playing, but the girls really didn't have to do the coin thing for her to appear.
The angel was sitting on top of the little gable roof and said to the girls, “Why have you all got your eyes closed? Don't you want to see me or something?” The girls jumped with a start because they didn't expect her to appear and be seen with their eyes open.
Samandiriel said “Now girls I won't be able to do this for you every time you want to talk with me, but because there is no-one else around in this park I will allow it just this once and go along with your game.” Jill and Marie hadn't seen the angel with their eyes open before so this was special to them, but of course Trina had seen Sam like this quite a few times now.
The girls said they were thirsty so they has better head back to Trina's house, but the angel out of nowhere produced three wooden goblets and slipped down the well. When she came back up to the top the goblets were full of crystal clear water and she handed them one by one to the girls. When they took a sip from the goblets it tasted like lemonade, The three girls looked at each other shrugged their shoulders and and drank as if it was normal to get lemonade out of a wishing well.
They stayed at the well chatting away with their angel as if it were the most normal thing to do but of course they all knew that there must be something really special about the three of them for this to have occurred. They soon made their way back down the street to Trina's house to help Beth prepare dinner for the four of them. After dinner the three girls watched a short movie.
When bed time came, out came the new nighties that Beth bought all three of them. They all looked the same and were bright pink and made of a smooth silky-type material, Both Jill and Marie had been on hormones for a while now and were sporting small breasts which made Trina quite jealous, but she knew that it wouldn't be long and she would be getting the same hormones as her girlfriends. Trina had a king-size bed so all three girls cuddled up and after chatting for about half an hour they fell asleep still in a three way cuddle. Beth looked in on them before she herself went to bed and decided to try and communicate with Samandiriel the girls' spirit angel.
Beth turned of the bed lamp and closed her eyes and concentrated in her mind and thought, “Ok Sam talk to me!!”
The angel was there instantly and said “Elisabeth open your eyes.” Beth did what Sam told her and got a start when she saw Sam was sitting at the end of the bed. Although the lamp had been turned off Beth could see her in a kind of twilight as though it was a late afternoon sun.
The angel said “Elisabeth while I am appearing to like this you can speak to me in a normal voice and we can communicate as you would normally do with your daughter.”
Beth said, “Samandiriel, was this always going to happen to Trina?”
Sam replied, “Yes, sooner or later she would have made contact with me, but when she started tossing coins into the well I used that to make myself known to her in a very gentile way. As you have seen it has worked out really well.”
Beth said, “Sam do you know what is going to happen to Trina's future?”
“Beth the future takes care of itself but yes I do know and I will be there for all three girls and also for you. I will influence the people that you and Trina will encounter. It won't always be smooth but the future is like a road map and that road must be travelled to get to where all humans meet their destiny.”
Beth fell asleep while Sam the angel sang a beautiful song.
“Here comes a sign from a girl
She's the finest , sweetest thing in the world,
Oh, take you to heaven tonight .
I feel the horses come galloping
In the summers end,
Take you to heaven tonight,
Oh because I love you
for what you are.
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride,
I'll give it to you,
we'll go to heaven to night.
To be continued.
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Hugs Ronnie.
Previously
The girls had spent the rest of the weekend just lazing around apart from doing the little bit of home work that they had, which was fun in any case because they were in a school play together. The only disappointment was Trina had the part of a boy.
The story continues,
On the Monday back at school Beth said to Trina when she was getting her up to have a shower “Trina sweetheart I'm afraid you will have to be in boy mode at school today and until we see Doctor Bronsen this afternoon to get all the paper work for the school, and we will take it from there. If the principal then agrees to let you dress as a girl that is what will happen, if he says 'no' I will be getting in touch with a lawyer immediately”.
It was hard for Trina to put on the scratchy boy cloths after being in soft girly things all weekend but she realised that is what she had to do to satisfy the school policy about the legal aspect of all that. Beth came with her to school and while Trina in Peter mode went to the classroom, both Jill and Marie stayed close to Trina in case there was any bullying as was the case most days with effeminate boys. It was just a fact of life and it was something that they just had to get used to.
However nothing happened that morning and all three girls, one in ''boy'' mode took their seats in the classroom and as usual sat together. There was nothing out of the ordinary about that and everyone more or less knew that all three were close friends because they were in the school play together. Miss Helen Stokes was their teacher and had sort of twigged that there was something not quite right about Trina/Peter and asked her to step outside the classroom to have a talk in private. As Trina got up so did Jill and Marie and followed her out into the hallway. Helen tried to stop the other two from following Trina without success, so there were three students and a teacher in the hallway and no-one looking after the class.
Just as Miss Stokes was about to lay down the law the principal and Trina's mother came walking down the hall to see Miss Stokes and explain what was about to happen in the near future.
The principal, Alan Reed put up his hand to stop Helen saying anything and he said, “Miss Stokes we have to have a discussion in private now!! I have asked someone to look after your class for the next hour.”
Beth winked at the girls and motioned to them to follow their teacher and the principal into an empty office. Once they were all inside the office Alan said, “Right Trina, please close the door and lets all take a seat and get this over with shall we?” As soon as Helen heard Peter being called Trina by Alan, Sshe knew just what she had suspected all along, that Peter the boy was like her friends Jill and Marie.
Helen did not have a problem with that, quite on the contrary she also had a brother that was halfway into transitioning so to her it meant just one more to look after. At the same time she was pretty strict with her class and when Jill and Marie walked out with Trina she got angry, but now she knew what it was all about she gave all three girls a smile and said, “Ok Jill and Marie I know what your concern was and it's ok, you are not in any trouble.”
The next hour was spent talking about what Trina had to do to stay safe till there was a letter produced to prove what is happening to her and that would be there in another hour because Doctor Bronsen was emailing all the relevant documents to the school. Within minutes there was a knock on the door and it was the principals secretary with the relevant documents. Of course there will have to be original ones but for now it was enough for Alan to give permission for Trina to come to school dressed as the girl that she obviously was.
Beth said, “May I have a look at those?” and Alan nodded to Kathy the secretary to hand the paperwork over to Beth. All those papers had to be signed and counter-signed to make it all legal and water-tight so they all went to the main office to go through the papers and sign them.
Helen said to the girls, “I wont let you go back to the classroom till I come back with you or the class will be completely disrupted.”
Once all was done in the principal's office Beth said she would be back at three o'clock to take Trina to the clinic. The girls followed Helen back to the classroom and walked in. The three girls went back to their seats and sat down to a lot of inquisitive looks from most of the class but the girls just looked to the front of the room and didn't respond to any whispers. Helen took her class back over and proceed to teach as though nothing happened.
The bell rang for lunch and Trina wasn't sure what to do so she and Jill and Marie stayed there in the classroom as well.
Helen said, “Ok girls time to go out to lunch, and while Trina is still in boy mode there shouldn't be any trouble, but be careful and at the first sign of trouble blow this whistle.” She handed Trina a sports whistle and said if that was blown three times on the school grounds the teacher nearest would come running. The students of the school didn't know about that but it was a thing that the teachers had worked out between themselves months previously, and it had already saved a couple of kids from being bullied.
The three girls stayed together even though Trina was still seen as a boy. No one took too much notice of them till it was almost time for the bell to ring to end the lunch break. It was then that three boys their same age from another class started to make comments about the sissy boy in the school play and that he should wear skirt if he liked being with girls so much. Trina, Jill and Marie tried to ignore them but the boys stood in their way so they couldn't get passed.
Marie said, “If you boys don’t move you are in big trouble.”
The largest of the boys replied. “Look we know about you and Jill, But Allback is just a sissy and gay and we don’t like gays in our school”
Trina had had enough and decide that she was having none of this any more. Seeing the papers had been signed, as far as she was concerned she was now a girl in boys clothes and that wasn't going to last beyond today. She went straight to the boy and got within inches of his face which she would not ever have done while she thought she was still a boy, so her courage was up by one hundred percent. ''It's called girl power''
The boy stepped back only a little but maintained his stance and looked like he was about to hit Trina when she produced the whistle, but before she could blow into it a strange thing occurred.
The boy that was about to do Trina some real damage backed away and started to apologise to her and said, “Petrina I am so sorry can I be your friend?”
Trina and the girls knew what happened but the other boys backed away from the largest one whose name was also Peter but his mates all called him Big Pete. Well, Big Pete all of a sudden became big gentle Pete now. His mates weren't quite sure what to do or say because Big Pete was their leader and had all of a sudden had gone soft in the head.
Pete looked at them and said “It's time to head back to class gentlemen.” This was not Pete talking they thought, but thought better of it and did not argue with their now deranged leader.
Now we had three girls agreeing with each other and they all said in unison, “Thanks Sam.”
She replied, “I told you girls I would be there to guide the people around you and that is what I just did.”
Of course no one else could hear her and the girls communicate.
Trina than asked her, “Sam will Big Pete stay like that or go back to being a thug?”
Sam the angel replied “He will stay a gentle giant for the rest of his life and his friends will be doing the same in a few hours time. The longer they associate with Pete the more they will be influenced by his new demeanour.
The girls decide not to say anything about what had just occurred at the lunch tables in any case no-one would believe them. They were giggling as they walked back into the classroom when it all went quiet as they took their seats. Some of the students had seen what had happened and weren't too sure whether to say anything or not because in this class transsexual girls were the norm but super girls were a different matter entirely.
One girl put her hand up and Helen said, “Yes Trish what is it?”
She was another fifteen year old, very pretty and also in the school play.
The girl said, “Miss Stoke there was an incident at the lunch tables that was very strange.”
“Oh how so?” replied Helen. Trish was basically shy but could perform in a play without any trouble and she rather liked Peter the now Trina.
Trish stood up and said “Well miss I don’t quite know what or how it happened but I sure others saw it happen as well.”
Helen was getting impatient now and said, “For heaven sakes Trish what are you trying tell me?”
Trish replied, “Well miss I think I saw a miraculous thing happen when Big Pete was about to hit Peter and he changed into a different person just like that.”
Helen said, “Trish you're not making any sense, and Trina why didn't you blow the whistle if you were in trouble?”
This statement made the rest of the class take notice even more, so Helen decided she had better tell them what was happening with Peter and why she just called him Trina. Most of the class already knew that Peter wanted to be a girl just the way he moved and spoke with his hands like the other girls in the class so it was no 'biggie' to them when Helen told them Trina was like Jill and Marie .
But Helen wasn't going to let go of the statement that Trish made about a miracle happening. This is something new and it was too late to do much more actual school work so she decided to asked Trina what had happened in front of the class.
Trina thought, “Well I might as well tell them everything from the start.” and she stood up and went to stand beside Helen. Marie and Jill just nodded at Trina as if to say they would back her up. As Trina was about to start Sam her spirit angel was in her head and said, “Trina I will use your voice box to do this so don’t be frightened ok?” Trina just nodded and so did Marie and Jill, so Sam must have also been in their head at that moment.
It was a strange feeling for Trina to be speaking but not speaking if you know what I mean. In other words it felt like being disconnected but still hearing the words come from your mouth.
The class were told by Sam that the story must never leave that classroom. Of course they did not know it was Sam that was speaking and not Trina. She also made sure that if any of them tried to tell what happened to Big Pete they would promptly forget what they were about to say almost like a block on a program on a computer. The only ones that weren't affected by this block were Helen and the girls of course.
After this there were lots of questions and Helen let it happen - so the next time she had a class there would be no more interruptions and she could actually get on with her job as a teacher. Only the students in this class could talk about it with each other and that is of course what happened when the bell went and it was time for school to be let out for the day. The girls walked to the main gate together to be picked up by their mothers. When they arrived at the gate who should be there but Big Pete and his now converted friends. It must have looked a funny sight for the other students to see Big Bad Pete become Big Soft Pete and his mates following suit. But of course no one was game to say anything to Big Pete and just giggled at the spectacle before them.
Big Pete was offering to hold Trina's bag till her Mum came and she actually let him do just that. It looked funny because Trina was still in boy clothes. Poor Pete - would he be classed as gay now? Of course it will be different tomorrow when Trina come to school dressed in full female attire with make up and all.
The mothers arrived and Trina Marie and Jill hugged each other and said 'goodbye' till tomorrow morning. Beth asked Trina who the boy was that was holding her bag for her when she got in the car to drive to her appointment to the clinic to see Doctor Bronsen.
Trina said, “Well Mum it's a bit of a long story but Pete has been zapped by Sam and is now a nice person and it looks like I might already have a boyfriend, but I'm not sure whether I like boys or girls in that way as yet.”
Beth replied, “Trina take your time with that once hormones come into play. You will know soon enough where your interests lie.”
They arrived at the clinic and were told to go right in to Doctor Bronson's office. The door was open because they were his next patients.
“Come in Beth and Trina, close the door and take a seat.” said Dr Bronson. He was sorting out some papers on his desk and when he finished doing that he looked up at Trina with a warm smile and said, “Well young lady everything looks ok with the blood test results and there is no reason not to start you on your hormone program. What do you think about that then?”
Trina replied, “Will it hurt doctor, I mean the first shots? Marie said they hurt like hell.”
He replied “Well I'll be as gentle as I can ok?”
Soon the hormones were in her system and Trina was on her way. She would be on the phone to Jill and Marie as soon as she got home.
To be continued.
Author's note: There will be a break in posting this story. My thanks to all the readers for their support.
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Hugs Ronnie.