Non-Transgender

Letter To My Depression

Hello
Old friend
Been awhile
Since our last meeting.

Not sure
Why I'm calling you
A friend.

Given
Our very destructive
Relationship
Over the years.

Which
More often
Then not
Have seen me
Trying to end
My life.

You realize
I am so tired
Of your presence
In my life.

Turning
My life
Upside down.

May surprise you
And accept your offer.

Just
To shut you
Up.

Meet Our Fate - Session 15

=====Meet Your Fate!=====

¶#dungeon:13.07.2017 16:11:18

Logging has started. The god Mitra, of whom Keltraya worshiped, materialized upon this mortal world on the docks where we brought up into port. He put the dock-master to shame for his cheating ways and scheming for more money. Mitra inspired fear and forced the truth of what he had done out in front of everyone on the docks at that moment. What wasn't well known, was that as Mitra appeared, a certain party member, a white dragon of half human heritage, slipped unnoticed over the other side of the sloop and disappeared within the crowd.

“I went off to do the proper thing a dragon should do when they fail to keep a word promise,” Valeria mused as she rubbed the soapy water over her bare chest and shoulders, “I had gone to purchase a new set of clothing and to take a bath. At the time, I was thinking of offing myself on the bed in a fresh new set of clothes to give myself at least a proper send off. What actually happened, was that I had altered my plan upon touching the soothing hot water in the tub. It felt absolutely divine. I realized that I could leave faster if I used my claws to slit my wrists. To have it over with as fast and painless as possible.”

Thundering Force: Chapter 16: “Senators and Madmen.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Sixteen: There is a mystery within the Senate Building. Those working within the building. Technicians, security officials, and even politicians, have began to become sick. And no one knows why. To keep this situation quiet, and in house, Chancellor Palpatine calls on Thor to investigate what is going. But, the clues may lead Thor down a dark path with potentially tragic consequences.

Cherry Moone: MooneShadows: Chapter 7: Muzzle

VII. Muzzle

I kept to myself for the remainder of the morning. I mean, I talked to Christy and Becky during class switch and told them what happened. How I was going to have to spend my noon time sitting in a small room with Josh. We all thought it was kind of funny that a week before, it would have been perfect with just the two of us together; well, with a teacher or someone from the office looking in on us, but we'd still be near each other.

Mischief Managed


Melissa frequently lives up to her codename of Mischief, so when she goes into town on a little shopping trip with a few other students, what could possibly go wrong?

This is a non-tg story that takes place in the Whateley universe.

http://whateleyacademy.net/index.php

Cherry Moone: MooneShadows: Chapter 6: Once Upon a Time

Chapter VI
Once Upon a Time
I spent nearly every waking--and sleeping--hour of the summer and early fall with Josh--at least as much as we could as our parents would allow. They would attempt to keep us in eyesight, or appoint one of Josh's brothers to be the "anti-baby-sitter". The nominated brother usually got bored as we would just sit next to each other and say nothing that would interest them. It wouldn't take long before they stormed out without a word or their attention would wander to playing Super Mario Bros. and completely ignore us, which was always the idea.

“Are You Happy” Stages: 1-4

In extreme beta

Are You Happy?

Stephen Thomas, the Everyman of every conversation, finally snaps and decides to listen to his inner demons: both of them and the three embark on a journey that spans for miles...or as far as the front door of his apartment...or perhaps only in his head.
Either way, the question remains: Are You Happy?

Cherry Moone: MooneShadows: Chapter 5: I'm Going Crazy

Chapter V. I’m Going Crazy

The last time I saw my father was when I was in sixth grade. He had dropped us off at school and that night, his car, the one that Alex drives now, was found on the side of the Springdale Hwy. No damage, well, nothing out of the ordinary. The glove box was untouched. There was still an immense pile of coffee cups on the passenger side and fuel in the tank.

No key in the ignition.
No other tire tracks.
No blood.

Thundering Force: Chapter 15: “Balmorran Blues.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Fifteen: Thor is called to fix a mess that was caused by one of her greatest failures. Now she will be must face her sins, where she will be forced to cross lines she never thought she would ever be capable of doing. For what dark designs await Thor when she returns to Balmorra?

Cherry Moone: MooneShadows: Chapter 4: Here Is No Why

Chapter IV.
Here Is No Why

"What the Hell is this?"
I opened my eyes with a jolt.
Mom was home-she had either seen the kitchen or finally caught Alex smoking pot.
"I just bought these god-damn steaks!"
Kitchen.

Cherry Moone: MooneShadows: Chapter 3: An Ode to No One

Chapter III: An Ode to No One

"Is this the spot?"
"Mmm-hmm"
"Is this your surprise?"
"Not all of it."

I slowly moved to kiss him. I wasn't thinking anymore. All of the health videos, magazines, books, gossip, all of these things that told you how to do everything...complete and utter shit. No one should have had to study how to lean over and kiss someone. We didn't take a class or have cards to study before a test--we just did what came natural.

MORFS: Higher and Higher 09

Acts of Humanity 3:

Higher and Higher
(Part 09)
A MORFS Universe Tale
by Ray Drouillard

Tina Shepherd was in the final stages of dying a slow death due to cancer when she met the Martins and their friends.

sex: 1/10
violence: 6/10
profanity: 2/10

Categories: Hybrid, Elemental, PSI

Timeline: 2060


Chapter Thirty: Fly higher

"Hey FOD, this lounge is for real pilots."

I didn't turn my head to look, but it wasn't difficult to locate the source of the insult.

"Timmy, you need to go apologize to those people. I don't want to hear you spouting any more of your Uncle Joe's bigoted nonsense."

Thundering Force: Chapter 14: “Outer Thunder, Inward Deceit.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Fourteen: Padme returns to the Senate to meet with her small cabal. But then, she is faced with a foe whom may wreck all her plans in a way she has not anticipated.

Thundering Force: Chapter 13: “Daughters and Sons of the Force.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Thirteen: Power shifts behind the scenes in the Clone Wars. Thor is sent on a diplomatic mission, with a mysterious Jedi Master. Their mission is to the planet Dathomir, where force witches and warrior women rule. There Padme will be tested in ways she did not expect.

Meanwhile Loki is making her own moves, while arranging for a mission with her newest recruit, Asajj Ventress.

Thundering Force: Chapter 12: “The Masks We Wear.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Twelve: After the events on Inoc Sev, Padme has taken leave back to the Senate for a few weeks. Though, during this time she will be reunited with someone from her past that will force her to confront who she was and who she is.

Meanwhile, Loki and Dooku have their reckoning. Loki has a few surprises ready for Dooku, with the fallout reshaping the fate of the entire Galaxy.

And a horror beneath the surface of the Senate District of Coruscant, in the lower levels of the planet, is slowing making himself more known.

What Milsy Did -21-

Milsy and Tarvan complete the wiring of the first two clocks helped by some of the other palace guildsmen. Startling and alarming news is heard from afar which upsets the King and Queen, causing consequences which include Milsy having to find somewhere else to live. Finally, the new clocks are started, fascinating both servants and royals!

What Milsy Did

by Penny Lane

21 - A Disturbing Report

Inner Demons, AKA Journals of an Angry Trans Gurl - Chapter 2.3

Inner Demons, AKA "Journals of an Angry Trans Gurl"
© 2017 Haylee V

* This is a true account of my life experiences. All persons portrayed in this story are based on actual people I've met throughout my life, and the events portrayed actually happened. No malice is intended to those individuals involved, and names have been altered to protect the identities of the people portrayed. *

Inner Demons, AKA Journals of an Angry Trans Gurl - Chapter 2.2

Inner Demons, AKA "Journals of an Angry Trans Gurl"
© 2017 Haylee V

* This is a true account of my life experiences. All persons portrayed in this story are based on actual people I've met throughout my life, and the events portrayed actually happened. No malice is intended to those individuals involved, and names have been altered to protect the identities of the people portrayed. *

Thundering Force: Chapter 11: “The Beast Within.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Eleven: On the Confederacy side, Dooku finally lays his trap for Loki. Will Loki plan to accomplish an impossible mission, or does she have other ideas.

On the Republic side, a reconnaissance mission turns into one of the biggest challenges Thor and Anakin have had to face in battle. They will need all the help they can get to seize the day. But even then that may not be enough to for them to achieve victory.

Imp 5: Head Over Tail part 2


The fabulous Imp is settling in as the newest teacher at Whateley Academy, though not everyone is happy about her presence on campus.

This is a non-tg story that takes place in the Whateley Universe.

http://whateleyacademy.net/index.php

Inner Demons, AKA Journals of an Angry Trans Gurl - Chapter 2

Inner Demons, AKA "Journals of an Angry Trans Gurl"
© 2017 Haylee V

* This is a true account of my life experiences. All persons portrayed in this story are based on actual people I've met throughout my life, and the events portrayed actually happened. No malice is intended to those individuals involved, and names have been altered to protect the identities of the people portrayed. *

God's Special Angels

God's Special Angels

A TRUE Story by Haylee V. (C) 2017

==========

Well, it's taken me about two weeks, but I finally have gotten settled in to my new group home and have tried (somewhat successfully) to befriend my fellow residents. One resident in particular was especially impressed with me--Jason.

Thundering Force: Chapter 10: “Dancing with Madness.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Ten: The time has come for the reunion of Loki and Thor. Only this time, Thor has brought Anakin along.

Can the master trickster handle not one, but two forces of nature at once. Or, is this even to much for Loki to handle.

Though, this is not the only trick she is playing.

Meanwhile, the Sith plot against everyone.

Gothic Sister

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*Gothic Sister*

 
 
"So let me get this straight, you want me to be your girlfriend?”
"Just for the weekend,” Rory reaffirmed.
"And just why do you think I'd want to do that, beyond the obvious?”
"You get to go to the Festival for free?”

Imp 5: Head Over Tail part 1


The fabulous Imp is settling in as the newest teacher at Whateley Academy, though not everyone is happy about her presence on campus.

This is a non-tg story that takes place in the Whateley Universe.

http://whateleyacademy.net/index.php

Thundering Force: Chapter 09: “Battle Among the Clouds.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Nine: Padme is sent on a mission to Cloud City, Bespin, as Thor. Her mission is to find out why fuel shipments are not being sent to the Republic. But there is more than there seems in the city among the clouds. And Padme may find herself on the wrong side of a line she never wished to cross.

What Milsy Did -20-

Milsy and Tarvan climb the High Tower to view the installation of lightning rods. It is the first outing for her new inventor's suit. Later on, the experimental coke oven is run and Milsy investigates the gas which is expelled. In the evening, she receives some good news from Guildmaster Parrel.

What Milsy Did

by Penny Lane

20 - Sparks and Flames

It shouldn't happen to a dog

Rick Mathews was a smooth-talking double-glazing salesman, who could talk his way into any deal, and virtually any female's bed.But he certainly wasn't expecting the latter when he visited Lady Markham at her country mansion.

Thundering Force: Chapter 08: “Fields, Cities, and Diplomacy.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Eight: Three different missions across the galaxy.

Padme has been teamed up with Mace and both are about to learn what the other is truly capable of.

Anakin and Ahsoka will faces dangers of their own.

And Obiwan will face a very different battle than the others. One that is won or lost by words. And Obiwan's foe may prove too much of a challenge for him.

Masks 0 - Hard Lessons

This is an excerpt from an uncompleted novel. That work actually predates my Masks universe, but is being rewritten to fit into the history of those stories. The style is meant to recall the pulps of the Thirties.

Hard Lessons

by

Rodford Edmiston

Downtown San Francisco, a cool Summer's night in 1937.

Thundering Force: Chapter 07: “Shadows and Reflections.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Seven: Thunder shall finally meet fire as Padme finally faces someone that can hold their own against her abilities and the power of the hammer she wields.

Meanwhile, Anakin begins his long await trials to become a Jedi Knight. But is Anakin prepared enough to pass them, or will the weight of fate be too much for him.

Thundering Force: Chapter 06: “Emerald Dawn.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Six: The opportunity finally presents itself for Sidious. He puts his foot down and orders the one agent of darkness he knows whom can do the job, Count Dooku, to eliminate Padme. Though, cosmic influences have already started to take an interest in Padme and Mjolnir. And this battle will have far greater repercussions than anyone could imagine, with the battle possibly leading to a Emerald Dawn.

Thundering Force: Chapter 05: “Electric Symmetry.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Five: Jango Fett has been considered many things in his life. From warrior, to bounty hunter, to assassin, to protector, to even a father.

Now, Jango feels haunted by something that is not right. He realizes that his past actions are closing in on him. And all he can do it face his past and hope he survives, not only for himself, but his son, Boba, as well.

Thundering Force: Chapter 04: “Heroes of the Republic.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Four: While Padme, Anakin, and Obiwan, get a handle on their parts of the war effort, someone else comes onto the scene.

A Collection of My Poetry

Author's note: The poems presented below are the copyrighted works of Ronald Heyward Bailey, Junior, known here on Big Closet under the pseudonym of Haylee V. If you have found them on any sites other than poetry.com (now lulu.com) or here, then you are reading pirated copies.

For Marcus
(c) 2001

Too many nights of eating cold Taco Bell burritos
And getting drunk off of cheap wine and tequila & coke

Thundering Force: Chapter 03: "The Black Solace."

Chapter Description: Chapter Three: The time for Padme's training has arrived. But, even when she completes her training will she be able to handled certain facts about what she has become in the cold light of day.

In other words, the Jedi train a Thor.

Thundering Force: Chapter 02: “Portrait of a Fallen Senator.”

Chapter Description: Chapter Two: Now that Padme has returned to Coruscant she must now face choices concerning her future. While she also deals with the repercussions of her past decisions.

Thundering Force: “Preview of Thundering Force.”

Chapter Description: Chapter One: A lost hammer. A changed destiny. A new warrior will arise, whom will call down the thunder, and alter the course of an entire Galaxy.

Thundering Force: Chapter 01: "Bringing Forth The Storm."

Chapter Description: Chapter One: A lost hammer. A changed destiny. A new warrior will arise, whom will call down the thunder, and alter the course of an entire Galaxy.

What Milsy Did -19-

After a fitting of her new outfit Milsy considers some radical changes to the clock design. It becomes clear that the clockmaking work must be handed over to the Clockmakers' Guild and Milsy accidentally finds a way to manage that, in the process getting a recommendation for a promotion!

What Milsy Did

by Penny Lane

19 - Shock and Awe

Alexa B-Side: #15 - The Big Date

Alexa B-Side: #15 - The Big Date

“Hello, Katie? Hi, it’s Dan Quinn. How are you?” a nervous young man said into the phone.

“Hey, what’s up?” a confused Katie Fahey replies. Why is Alexa’s brother calling her she wonders?

“You know it was good talking to you the other day. I forgot how, um, nice you were.” Danny continues, trying to be as nonchalant as possible but completely failing in his own mind.

“It was good talking to you too Dan. Did you need something or did you call to talk about Alexa?” The confusion setting in deeper.

Happy Halloween

Martin was just looking for a costume. What he found was a whole new world and new possibilities.

Happy Halloween

Martin looked through the few racks of costumes one more time. It was still a week before the Halloween dance at the Student Union and all of the costume shops he had been to had been pretty much picked through. There were not many people looking for costumes now, they would have been through earlier in the week.

Parkour Jam Hooligans

Erik Mahren is a teacher at Whateley Academy, one who teaches the kids how to fight back in a world that hates him. He's not a kind man, or a nice man. But maybe, for the kids, he can be a good man.

This is the prequel for Upheaval.

This is a Whateley Academy Canon Story

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