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The Softening of Jessie - Part 39

Swoosh! The ball went through the net.

“Awesome!” Jessie proclaimed as he jumped up in down in almost a cheerleader-like fashion.

The boys finished up with Jason winning by one. He was pumped and raised his hands in victory.

“Good job!” Jessie stated as he gave Jason a kiss on the cheek. Wow! Where did that come from? It was almost second nature for him. In any case, Jason seemed to like it as his face turned red from blushing.

The Softening of Jessie

Part 39

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 5

"Why don't you try it on yourself Jessie? If you practice on yourself you will be much better next time I need my nails done," Amanda said amusingly.

"No way mom! Only girls and sissies paint their nails. It would be the end of me if anyone saw me with pink nails," Jessie said firmly.

Amanda thought it was quite funny that Jessie had such low opinions of girls and sissies seeing that he was sitting there is a rather feminine lacy camisole with two small bumps on his chest.

The Softening of Jessie

Part 5

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 4

In the restroom Jessie gingerly lifted his shirt. His chest was still very sensitive and his t-shirt felt like sandpaper on his nipples.

"Damn, I bruised ya pretty good on the shoulder, haha! Dude, what's wrong with your chest?" Jason was proud of the bruise he dealt Jessie, but he was fixated on Jessie's chest.

"Your nipples look freakin red and swollen. Do you have an infection or something?" Jason asked.

The Softening of Jessie

Part 4

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 3

As Jessie stood to his feet though something welled up inside him and he found himself fighting back tears.

"Come on Jessie...come on you wuss!" Jason taunted him.

Jessie couldn't fight it...the tears welled up and he began crying.

"Oh hell no! You're crying dude? What a freakin sissy!" Jason exclaimed.

Panic engulfed Jessie as he ran away bawling uncontrollably.

The Softening of Jessie

Part 3

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 2

Jessie was different. It may not have been a huge change but there was a definite difference. "I think I may like the new Jessie," Amanda exuberantly told her mom.

"Before you go to school, I need you to take this pill. It has all of your regular vitamins you take to build your strong body but in one pill."

"Why the heck is it pink? Ha, pink is for sissies and girls...but I guess if it saves me from all those other pills...ok, give it to me. Freakin pink pill...whoever made that needs some help." With that Jessie was off to school.

The Softening of Jessie

Part 2

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 1

"I can't do this anymore," Amanda cried on the way home. Jessie, her 13 year old son, was uncontrollable. She had no idea where he went or what time he was coming home.

"How did I mess up so horribly?"

"You didn't mess up dear," Susan countered. "He is just like his father. It is in his genes. I am not going to see another life wasted though. When we get home I need to show you something. It is something I have been thinking a lot about and something I have been doing hours and hours of research on...and I think it is our solution."

The Softening of Jessie

Part 1

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 38

“Huh? I’m a boy of course!”

Ashley snickered a little at the pretty girl who still did not have a clue to what was going on.

“So there is nothing wrong with two boys kissing then?”

Jessie thought about that for a minute. Two boys kissing would mean that they were gay. He wasn’t gay was he?

“Oh my! Ashley, am I gay? Is Jason?”

The Softening of Jessie

Part 38

By AshleyTS

The Softening of Jessie - Part 37

Suddenly Jessie was overcome with emotion. It hit him from out the blue with the intensity of a Mack truck. He was helplessly caught in its grasp. His eyes met Jason’s once again…then he glanced down to Jason’s lips. His lips looked so good…so inviting.. They looked undeniably yummy. Jessie couldn’t think straight…he felt a magnetic attraction pull him closer to Jason’s face. Wait, this was not right…was it? He so wanted to feel Jason’s lips on his…he just wanted them to touch for even a brief moment. That would be ok right? It didn’t matter, he had no say in the matter. He felt as if he was not in control of his actions any longer. He glanced at Jason’s eyes once again as their lips got closer. Jason’s eyes had almost a glazed look on them, Oh they were so handsome! Caught up in the moment, Jessie let his emotions fully take over as his lips met Jason’s.

...We're talkin' about Jason's Girl!...

The Softening of Jessie

Part 37

By AshleyTS

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.13 - Necklaces!

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.........when from some part of my imagination came a simple get out of jail plan.

I quickly grabbed his hands, reached forward and kissed him on the cheek.

"Sorry Alun, got to go now, my auntie Cerys has arrived," I said as I gently squeezed his hands," I'll phone you later."

"Oh, OK," he responded obviously a little stunned by the unexpected intimacy.

The Price To Pay - 2.13 - Necklaces!

by Alys

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.12 - Dresses!

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"Oh god Celyn I was going to tell you but I didn't know how to," she said, speaking rapidly," please don't hate me for this."

"For what?" I asked, astonished by her reaction, my mind racing over all the possible bad people my sister could be anticipating having a relationship with. I hoped her potential paramour wasn't a drug dealer, axe murderer or terrorist. I supposed rugby player might be OK as long as he could get free tickets for the 'Internationals'.*

"It's Grace," she said in response.

I looked at her for a few seconds, nonplussed. Finally all the cogs in my brain finally engaged and I responded," Grace as in a Grace the girl?!"

The Price To Pay - Vol.2.12 - Dresses!

by Alys

Good Morning, Mom

Good Morning, Mom
By MaggietheKitten
Edited and fixerated by Holly Hart

A girl on the morning of her fourteenth birthday writes her mom a letter and thanks her for the wonderful gift she's already been given.

Girls Lie Too

Girls Lie Too
by Barbara Lynn Terry

Get up, David. There's a policeman at the door, and he says he needs to speak with you."

"Huh," I said sleepily, wondering why mother was waking me up.

"There's a policeman at the door, and he needs to talk to you."

"Why does he want to talk to me?"

"He wouldn't tell me, he just said he needs to speak with you."

The Truth chapter 4

The truth

Brian’s words were so outrageous that I was momentarily taken. I was stunned into silence. For several long seconds, I just looked at him stupidly. I opened and closed my mouth several times trying to find some words to say. I finely managed to tell Brian, “You are not a girl Brian. Regardless of what mother has told you, you are a boy. “

Chapter 4

Constant in All Other Things 2 - Chapter 03

Constant in All Other Things 2
Chapter Three
by
Fakeminsk ([email protected])

“Friendship is constant in all other things
Save in the office and affairs of love:
Therefore all hearts in love use their own tongues;
Let every eye negotiate for itself
And trust no agent.”
Much Ado About Nothing

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.11 - Skirts!

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"You must be effing mad!," I said harshly to Taran when we had reached the safety of the female loos," they're bound to find out who I am."

"You'll be fine, Alun's positively drooling all over you, just keep your shoulders back and your boobs out," she said, laughing.

"You are just so dead!," I hissed at her, on our way out, before resuming my painted smile as we walked back towards our two companions.

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.11 - Skirts!

by Alys

Dressed

There's an old saying that clothes make the man. But do they? You be the judge.

Dressed
by
BrandieS

"No, sorry, can't." It was just getting harder and harder for Tom to take 'NO' for an answer.

"Oh, come on, then Sandy, why not?" came the plaintive reply.

Homework - Chapter 2

I finish unbuttoning the shirt and slip it off my shoulders with a sigh and await comment.
“Holy crap you weren’t kidding.” Gasps Kara as her eyes notice the small breasts on my thin chest.
Crossing my arms across my breasts I stand there shuffling my feet not really knowing what to do.
Looking back and forth between Kara and me, Megan’s eyes light up. Not a good sign….

Homework
Chapter 2 — Annie get your gun
by Alyssa Plant

What's in a Name? -2-

What do you see in the mirror or do you just say "Mirror, mirror on the wall. Who's the Fairset One of all?" Shadow swirls in the mirror, then coalesce into an image. See what's next for Dana.

What's in a Name?

Chapter 2

By BrandieS

The Decision - Part 2

The road of life is filled with ups and downs. These can be hills and valleys spanning a wondrous vista. But let us not forget that even on our most favorite roads there may be potholes and hairpin curves.

The Decision

Part 2

Please read The Decision Part 1 . Thank you, BrandieS

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.10 - Make Up!

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"Not bad make-up but I think I need to touch up your eye-liner, have a seat and let me finish you off," she replied," and you need to pull the zip of the top down a bit."
     
"But I feel so exposed like this, Taran," I said after my sister had revealed a little of my boobs," do I have to?"
     
"It's a precaution, I explained yesterday," she replied," in case we meet any of my friends from school today who knows you as a boy."

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.10 - Make Up!

by Alys

What's in a Name? -1-

What do you see in the mirror or do you just say "Mirror, mirror on the wall. Who's the Fairset One of all?" Shadow swirls in the mirror, then coalesce into an image.

What's in a Name?

Chapter 1

By BrandieS

Call me Princess

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.09 - Balls!

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I looked up at my games teacher and his expression told me that he had seen me take part in the cricket game.
 
I knew I was in so much deep doodly doo-dah.
 

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.09 - Balls!

by Alys

The Decision - Part 1

The road of life is filled with ups and downs. These can be hills and valleys spanning a wondrous vista. But let us not forget that even on our most favorite roads there may be potholes and hairpin curves.

The Decision - Part 1
by
BrandieS

Play Nice ~ Part 4

I hadn't been home in years when I got the call from Grandma, that my father was in the hospital, and now suddenly here I was ....... Like a lot of families, ours had its share of secrets. My sexuality for example, which was known but never discussed, under a shadow of omerta. Or the fact that my grandmother was an actual witch. My sister Joy + I only found THIS out when Grandma body swapped us, in hopes that leaving us like this a while might teach us something. So when we visited my father's bedside he assumed that I was Joy, and I couldn't believe how awful he was being to me! But I had no idea what awful was until I was left alone with him, and learned another of our family's secrets...

PLAY . . NICE!
LAIKA PUPKINO ~ 2008
PART FOUR: PAPA DON'T PREACH

Gift Of The Red Planet - Part 6

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"You're very beautiful," said Yuki, suddenly and surprisingly.

"Thank you, even though that is such a strange comment to hear," I whispered back.

Her hand slowly moved from my face to gently touch my neck. I shivered a little with her caress.

Gift Of The Red Planet - Part 6

by Alys

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.08 - Bras!

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I was suddenly aware that I had company.

"Hey not bad for a girl!" said a male voice.

I turned to see a boy of about my own age, if slightly taller, smiling at me.

"What do you mean not bad for girl?" I responded, slightly irritated by the comment," I'd say not bad for anyone."

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.08 - Bras!

by Alys

Gift Of The Red Planet - Part 5

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I looked at the countdown clock in the corner of the Driver's screen, showing the time until the nuclear blast.

It read twelve fifteen, next to it was another clock labelled 'Blast Zone Exit Time'. Alarmingly it was reading fifteen thirty.

I noticed Christine following my gaze.

"Shit Brenda, we're not going to make it!" she yelled," What's happened?"

Gift Of The Red Planet - Part 5

by Alys

Professor Prick 13 - Crossing The Divide

“Listen darling, I’ve told you before I could not have wished for a better son and I just know that I’m going to get an even better daughter, and I know that Eddie is going to get a loving and attractive attentive wife, it’s been a pleasure having Craig as a son and it will even more of a pleasure having Nikki as a daughter, now get some sleep”

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By Karin Roberts

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.07 - Boobs!

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"How's that?" she had asked as she had taken my left hand and placed it under her bra.
     
"So soft and nice," I had responded as I had gently fondled her. Almost in an instant my memory had merged into my own pleasure as I continued to touch myself.
     
"What's so soft and nice, Celyn?" asked my Mother as she strode into my room.

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.07 - Boobs!

by Alys

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.06 - Worries

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"You sure the smoke alarm is working?" I asked Taran, cheekily, referring to a time when a forgotten casserole had almost burned the house down.

She closed the cooker door and then turned to look at me before poking her tongue out and then giving me the finger.

"Very funny, smart-ass," she said," just wait till it's your turn to cook"

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.06 - Worries

by Alys

Homework - Chapter 1

I had been taking hormone pills that I had bought on the internet for about 6 months now. Things had been easy to hide for the first few months, nothing major happened. Hell, I haven’t even told my parents yet. How can I tell them? I mean, what would I start by saying?

“Hey mum, hey dad, I’m not your son, I’m really your daughter despite being born a boy and being called Mark.”

Doesn’t sound too logical does it?

Homework
Chapter 1 — New Term
by Alyssa Plant

Gift Of The Red Planet - Part 4

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"In case you haven't noticed, for some reason hard to ascertain, I no longer have any clothes that fit me," I said indicating the oversize coverall, of my former male self, I was wearing.

They both looked at me for a few seconds.

"Mm, this is a bit tricky, " said Yuki, " you are a bit bigger than both of us especially in the boob department.............

Gift Of The Red Planet - Part 4

by Alys

Alicia's New Life -5-

Alicia’s New Life

By Christine

Chapter 5: A time for recovery


Mark Luther, In the past few weeks I had gotten really close to Allen Peterson aka Alicia Peterson. One would have to have a heart of stone not to feel for what the girl had gone though. It is hard to not refer to her as a girl but because of her feelings, I felt I had to in the beginning.
I tried my best to keep her on the road to a recovery. But given such extreme cases of abuse, recovery is a long and very rocky road. Its always unclear and filled with turns and twists that make the final destination vague.
Statement from detective Mark Luther

Alicia's New Life -4-

Alicia’s New Life

By Christine

Chapter Four: Alicia’s dark past is relived

Authors note, I wanted to put a little of Alicia's past in this story. I didnt know it would take so many pages but I felt it had to be included> I hope that the intense subject matter or length doesn't put anyone off. Please remember, this story focuses on the affects of abuse on a child, years after the events. Not the abuse itself.

I am Alicia Peterson. I wrote a bio about what happened to me at 12 a while back. I sarcastically titled it my summer vacation because I traveled to LA with my siblings. My father purchased a brand new house for his family and we moved there first. My mother and him were supposed to follow but,..they never made it. Their plane crashed and there were no survivors.

I am telling this because it was the set up that removed all controls from my brother and sister on what they could do to me. I was the smallest and weakest sibling and for that reason, they hated me. To be truthful, my brothers prospective was probably more indifference. My sister had a hatred of me that I never understood. I never hurt her but, such is irrelevant. What she did is relevant. She tortured me and destroyed my life. My Summer Vacation only included 4 months; from our big fight to the point I was to enter school as a girl named Alicia. I wrote it all in a diary that I kept hidden in case I didn’t survive one of their beatings. A lot has happened sense then that will be described by Christine. I let her narrate what happened and how I was saved.

It is ironic that I was saved by a beating. But that was luck too because it brought my suffering to the attention of authorities and they took the proper actions to rescue me. I will never forgive my sister for what she had done to me.


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Alicia's New Life -3-

Alicia’s New Life

By Christine

Chapter 3: A new beginning

I am terribly disturbed by what Allen Peterson has told me. The boys suffering at the hands of his sister, Katherine Peterson and His brothers wife, Sandra Peterson was among the worst cases of childhood sexual and physical abuse. Psychological and physical means of torture were used on the boy to change his physical appearance and insure his cooperation with his tormentors. His family is responsible for the catastrophe that followed. The boys life has, so far, been a nightmare.
Kevin Ryan doctor of psychiatry report on subject Allen Peterson

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The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.05 - School

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"Didn't you see his hair?" responded Elfed as the tinkle of the two boys relieving themselves echoed around the room.

"Yes, I saw it is pretty long, so what?" asked Alex.

"Yes, but it looks a bit girlie, like he's taking care of it, you know washing it and stuff,"

The Price To Pay - Vol. 2.05 - School

by Alys

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